الحمد لله‎


As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum Dearly Beloved Sisters & Brothers

I am so thankful to Allah to be able to sit and write these few lines. Allah, Master Fard Muhammad, To Whom Praises are Due Forever, Is Obviously NOT finished with me yet, as you will see once I relate the incident of March 19, 2015.

I was haunting the train stations when I saw one of my hubby’s Doppelgangers.

For some reason, that I can only attribute to fear and stupidity, I disembarked from the train.

As I watched the train pull off, I had the sinking feeling that my future was heading – without me – to Union Station, my most favorite place in the whole world, next to The Jonathan Club. In sha Allah, I would like to marry there (or the JC) if it pleases THE KING. 😉

Anyway, I ended up feeling so alone, I just hopped on the next train that arrived: NORTH HOLLYWOOD.

I didn’t make it.

I got off at the very next stop and was horrified by my surroundings. It must’ve been the Hollywood or Sunset station because it was “decorated” with all of these horrible old reels from the reel-to-reel days and it was just so creepy and ugly.

This, coupled with the preceeding incident, led me to believe that I had entered a world devoid of beauty and also my hubby. Needless to say, I did not want to live in a world such as this and I tried to kill myself by jumping in front of a train.

However, I crouched down and waited, expecting the train to run into me and crush me to bits, but instead it rolled right over my head. You can imagine my disappointment. Well, maybe you can’t.

In any case, I’m still here, so I’m going to do what Allah put me here to do.

Look for



2 thoughts on “الحمد لله‎

  1. I am so glad that you are okay! I’ve been reading your blog for a few months—what a wealth of information. It has been incredibly useful for me. Thank you so much.

    I really hope that you’re feeling better.

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