Captain’s Log ١

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Bismillahi Rahmani Rahim



Captain’s Log

Friday, January 27, 2017 3:13 a.m.


Al Hamdulillah! All Praise is due to Allah!

I am not out in the cold. I am not out in the night. I have a roof over my head. I have a cot to sleep on. I know that Superman works in the day and Batman at night. I might possibly be having a baby. :o)

In Sha Allah, tomorrow I’m telling Thelma on these two guards that always sweat me. I wish they would just leave me alone. They let me stay here tonight. But I know they’re looking for the first opportunity to kick me out. So when Thelma gets here I’m TELLING! I already wrote her a note. But I think I’m going to just tell her what happened.

They probably lied and put something in the computer so if she looks it up, it’ll have some little lie in it. But I’m just going to tell the TRUTH and hope they will leave me alone.

I think it’s because I’m a Muslim.

I mean HE could be upset because I’m in love with Zawji, SHE could be upset for the same reason if she thinks I’m her mother. That’s it. They want to be a family. :/ LOL Never gonna happen. Especially with the way they keep treating me.

“Nothing you can do, cause I’m stuck like glue to MY GUY.”

One Day EVERYONE WILL KNOW that I WILL DIE without entertaining another man.

Amad-Jamal Allah, To Whom Praises Are Due Forever is the ONLY man for me.

They don’t understand TRUE LOVE. It’s FOREVER!!!

SEPARATION doesn’t cause it to die. It makes it stronger.

TEMPTATION doesn’t make you say bye. It makes you more appreciative.

PRIVATION only tightens the tie. It makes you more dependent on each other.

Everybody thinks “There are ‘TOO MANY FISH IN THE SEA’ for me to have to deal with things I don’t like about the person I’m with.

That is definitely the wrong attitude to have if you expect to have a successful relationship. Someone tried to give me that BAD ADVICE about Zawji, but what he didn’t understand is that ALLAH Told Me Zawji is the ONLY MAN FOR ME.

In this song, the Sister was dumped. I can’t really relate because I’ve never been dumped. But cheah, if you get dumped then…

If you are thinking about leaving someone because you have problems, all you have to do is Pray and ask Allah to fix the problem. Stick with the person until the problem is worked out. Allah is the Second Coming of JESUS and HE Will Work It Out if you let HIM.

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The plan is to go to New Orleans when I get my check next. In sha Allah (If it is the Will of Allah), I’ll be able to leave that same day. I don’t want to be here any longer. I’ll have money for a hotel, so at least I won’t be in a shelter if I can’t get a same-day ticket. It’s so stressful here. They keep picking on me. Why? For HIS NAME SAKE.

The Bible warns us that the disbelievers and infidels would persecute you “for His Name’s Sake” My Name is ALLAH. It is not referring to the Christians who have the devil’s names. I have a Holy and Righteous Name of Allah.

Most Muslims go in the Name of Allah. All BLACK PEOPLE should go in the Names of Allah as HE is our Father. We should wear One Of His Names.

The Bible’s Teachings on The Devil’s Names

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I need to look up the definition for consort. I think it means, your Best Friend who you make love to and the only one you make love to, like Zawji but with Zawji, it’s official.

In Ancient Kemet (Egypt), their Gods had “CONSORTS.” And, I was wondering why the translators used that word. BRB


[noun; kon-sawrt, verb; kuh n-sawrt]
1. a husband or wife; spouse, especially of a reigning monarch.
2. one vessel or ship accompanying another.
3. Music.

  1. a group of instrumentalists and singers who perform music,especially old music.
  2. a group of instruments of the same family, as viols, played inconcert.
4. a companion, associate, or partner
5. accord or agreement.
verb (used without object)
6. to associate; keep company:
7. to agree or harmonize.
verb (used with object)
8. to associate, join, or unite.
I think when the Ancients used it, it only referred to the female companion of a GOD. Auset was Ausar’s consort, for example. I don’t think it would be appropriate to say He was her consort. The Blackman is God. The Blackwoman is His Helpmate or consort. 😉

The difference between men and women is that men think if they give you a child, you will be bonded together forever. They think, “You don’t need a ring to be my wife.” Women think differently. They will take YOUR CHILD(REN) and go marry another man who gives them a ring.

I’m so sorry for you Brothers who have suffered the pain that comes with learning this lesson. PRAY AND THE SECOND COMING OF JESUS WILL WORK IT OUT – IF YOU LET HIM.

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2 thoughts on “Captain’s Log ١

  1. As-Salaam-Alaikum dear sister. I am a newly Regis sister at Muhammad study group in Raleigh, NC. I signed up for you blog Ab 2 years ago and needless to say you have been a blessing. I don’t always check the blog, but I admire you doing the work and saving our people. I’m not sure if the captain’s log is about you or what it is. I found myself and my children. (1, 9,11 years old at the time) in the same situation. Allah in his mercy brought us through it. If you are in need dear sister please contact me back. I don’t have a lot and I am just getting back on my feet but I want for my sister what I want for myself. Please do not hesitate to contact me if u need anything.
    Sister Keyera X

    1. Wa Laikum Salaam Dearly Beloved Sister Keyera. (I keep wanting to call you “Kelly” 🙂 )

      Thank you SO MUCH for your generous offer, Beloved. However, since you are under the leadership of Sinister Louis Farrakhan, I will have to respectfully decline.

      Please read the following article and get a better understanding of the man.

      Thank-you again, Dear Sister and may Allah Bless You With Peace of Mind and Contentment.
      As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum!
      Your Sister,
      ~ Love Allah ❤ ❤ ❤

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