Bismillah

Jamal needs me.

I was put here for him.

But I hurt him.

So, he’s making me wait.

I’m going to

Be

Lonely

Until he comes back to me.

Suicide would be easier.

Pills would be painless.

*****

Pills would be Paradise.

Twice as nice.

This time sleep.

Grim reap

Not so slim

Not so only because of him

Tired

Fulfilled

Life’s mission complete.

As far as Black People

Jamal?

Well, not all

Life’s missions complete

Maybe someday

Somebody will Repeat..

And Get It Right