Sukiyaki

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum Ma Beloved Black Behbehs!!!

Music keeps you growing into a new growth

Because the digestive system is connected to the mental

They look better now

❤ ❤ ❤

I really wish I had known they were playing their own instruments back then.

Because when Klymaxx came out, my high school band director told me they weren’t really playing their instruments sowing the seeds of doubt in my own personal ability as a musician that I didn’t even know I carried until today.

That seed went down deep

I thought girls couldn’t really play.

SO

I

STOPPED

PLAYING

THE

PIANO

Never Satisfied

 

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum Ma Bebies!

I never had a bf or husband that I didn’t think about cheating on except Zawji

In fact,

I

ALWAYS

HAD

TWO

BOYFRIENDS

I never had sex with two boyfriends

I mean when I had two boyfriends

I wasn’t having sex.

YET

❤ ❤ ❤

Nobody made me happy enough

TO

KEEP

ME

FROM

WANDERING

BUT

When I was with Zawji

THE

THOUGHT

NEVER

EVER

OCCURRED

TO

ME

I didn’t even notice other men or boys at that time

I don’t ever recall ever even thinking anybody was cute

While I was with him.

Today, when I’m attracted to someone

IT’S

Always because they remind me of him

Somehow

I am not always able to pinpoint how

BUT

They do.

They make me think of him in some way

It could be their bald head

Nubian physique

Maybe their name is Jamal

Mannerisms

I love the way he walks.

NOBODY

Walks like my

ZAWJI

I can tell him a mile away

He just makes me feel a certain way

Nobody ever captured my heart

LIKE

HIM

I wasn’t aware of it at the time

BUT

NOW

I know I

WAS

NEVER

SATISFIED

BECAUSE

I

WAS

LOOKING

FOR

HIM

It’s sad because nobody was good enough for me

NOBODY

I remember one of my boyfriends found out about the other one

AND

HE

MADE

ME

CALL

HIM

WHILE

HE

WAS

ON

THE

PHONE

(Remember 3-way? LOL)

And break up with him.

So, I called another guy

AND

Told him to act like he was my boyfriend

AND

I

BROKE

UP

WITH

HIM

!!!

But I had to learn

HOW

TO

NOT

GET

DISTRACTED

WHEN

HE’S

NOT

AROUND

But that’s because I’m just a girl.

We are not as focused as men.

Which is why The Holy Qur’an requires

TWO WOMEN

To stand as witnesses

In place of

ONE MAN.

It is what it is.

BUT

IF

WOMEN

WERE

EQUAL

WITH

MEN

We wouldn’t need them

Then the Nation would die out

Because men would not be able to reproduce

WE

HAVE

TO

BE

WEAKER

SO

We would need you

To Provide For Us

AND

Protect Us

AND

The Children We Bear For You

SO

I

SEARCHED

AND

SEARCHED

AND

SEARCHED

AND

SEARCHED

AND

SEARCHED

AND

SEARCHED

AND

SEARCHED

BUT

Couldn’t Find Anyone To Do Me Right

No one was faithful

SO

I decided if I’m going to be cheated on

IT

MAY

AS

WELL

BE

BY

THE

MAN

I’VE

LOVED

ALL

MY

LIFE

BUT, IRONICALLY

HE’S

THE

ONLY

MAN

WHO

NEVER

DID

❤ ❤ ❤

He’s ready for me to come back to L.A.

NOW

I guess I’m ready too.

I think Second-Line Season is over

He wanted me to experience

Where he comes from

His family anyway.

I dig it.

BUT

ANYWHERE

HE

IS

NOT

IS

NOT

WHERE

I

WANNA

BE

.

(Puffy Woods LOL)

❤ ❤ ❤

This is how Zawji feels about me

Ask him

❤ ❤ ❤

Remember that pizza place I told you about yesterday?
They added my pizza to the menu!
I made them give me a free Tiramisu.
These devils take your idea and won’t give you a dime.
Not even recognition. #AllahKnowsBest
They had new menus printed up and everything.
It’s the SPINACH PIZZA
(click on the picture)
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 But they added Feta Cheese
SO
You Can’t Taste The Spinach
:/
Stupid Devils.

Right on!

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

That baseline tho!!!

As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum Ma Black Bebies!!!

I remember the first time I heard A Tribe Called Quest.

It was a Friday Night, I believe because the only show that showed music videos back then was “Friday Night Videos”

Anyway, my whole family was sitting in front of the T.V.

BUT

AS

SOON

AS

IT

CAME

ON

I JUMPED UP

AND

STARTED

DANCING

Doing the Dance

OF

The Stick Figure.

I guess it was just “The Running Man” LOL

But it was also a little African when he broke it down

AND

GOT

LOW

Man, there is no feeling in the world like the one that comes from HIP-HOP

Except JAZZ, of course

AND FUNK, sometimes.

AND BLUES, occasionally.

CLASSICAL too, if the mood is right.

BUT

I digress.

I never even thought about the fact that they might have sampled somebody

UNTIL

I

HEARD

A

REMIX

OF

One of Musiq Soulchild’s Songs

I Forget which one

BUT

He sampled the same song.

SO

I Googled it

AND

Found out about these Brothers.

It’s funny because they put out a lot of music

Over several years

BUT

I had never heard of them

They were four VERY TALENTED BROTHERS

ALL

Of whom could sing

BUT

For some reason they added a devil to the group

I

HATE

WHEN

MUSICIANS

ADD

DEVILS

TO

THEIR

GROUP

It’s just

WRONG

!!!

They’ll just take the experience and go off and form their own group with all devils.

Ask Bill Evans.

They hire based on race.

But we think it’s something wrong about doing that.

WE

GON’

FIND

OUT

THE

HARD

WAY

When you find yourself completely shut out

After teaching devils how to play OUR music.

They do it all the time.

Then name Eminem the #1 emcee of all time.

SMH

But anyway,

If you’re still interested

Here’s the number