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Sister Captain’s Blog ٢٨

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MESSAGE TO THE BLACKMAN

SUNDAY,

MARCH 5, 2017

4:20 P.M.

NEW ORLEANS, LOUISIANA

Zawji Allah! Help me to accept the things I don’t want to change. The courage to believe it’s true and the wisdom to know that it’s true without a doubt.

As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum Ma Beautiful & Beloved Asiatic Black Bebies!

Alas,

Zawji says it’s time for me to check myself into the hospital.

I’m suicidal.

He knows before me.

And

I’ve

Learned

(The Hard Way :/ )

That

ZAWJI

IS

ALWAYS

RIGHT

!!!

SO

As Much As I Don’t Want To

I’m Going To Check Myself

Into The Hospital.

I’ve been missing Jamal.

I hope to see him again.

I’m already here.

I just wanted to have a meal

BECAUSE

It always takes a long time to get some food.

BUT

I’m ready.

I hope they don’t try and steal my stuff.

I have my laptop they tried to get last time.

My ATM card too.

I have my iphone 6 plus

AND

Forty Dollars and some change.

I’m Getting It All Back

In The Name Of Allah

!!!!

See You When I See You

As-Salaamu Alaikum!

❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤

“I SHINE; YOU SHINE!“

2 thoughts on “Sister Captain’s Blog ٢٨”

  1. As Salaam Alaikum Dear Sister, my name is Sister Aisha and I am also from New Orleans, Louisiana. I enjoy reading your blogs and posts on your site http://www.homemakingfortheblackwoman.com. You always offer such astute, insightful observations. You have a good sense of humor and I don’t agree with everything you say, however you are well informed on the important issues and you always highlight the human and compassionate point of view. I became aware of your latest post today, and things can get better, but you will have to make the first move to get some help. Remember, you are NOT alone. We have all felt down and out for many reasons, and trust me when I say things CAN get better but you gotta stay alive for that to happen. You are a beautiful child of Allah like us all and a needed presence in this world, there IS a greater plan for you. I totally agree with the person that suggested you seek the help you need. Please don’t do anything silly. I’m here if you’d like someone to talk to but please don’t throw a beautiful life away. DO NOT be ashamed to call for help! Wishing you Love and Light, Sis. Aisha

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    1. Wa Laikum Salaam Dear Sister Aisha,

      Thank-you so much for your message. It is well-appreciated. I don’t think I’m in any danger of committing suicide anymore EVER. I am at the point now, Al Hamdulillah, wherein my Zawji (soulmate) notifies me well before I get to that point and I can get the help I need, as in this instance.

      However, it is pleasing to know that there are people, such as yourself, who are compassionate and caring enough to send me some love.

      Thank-you, Dearly Beloved Sister, and May Our Saviour, Master Fard Muhammad, To Whom Praises Are Due Forever, Bless you with peace of mind and contentment.

      In the Name of Allah,
      As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum!

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