بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum Ma Bebies!

I never had a bf or husband that I didn’t think about cheating on except Zawji

In fact,

I

ALWAYS

HAD

TWO

BOYFRIENDS

I never had sex with two boyfriends

I mean when I had two boyfriends

I wasn’t having sex.

YET

❤ ❤ ❤

Nobody made me happy enough

TO

KEEP

ME

FROM

WANDERING

BUT

When I was with Zawji

THE

THOUGHT

NEVER

EVER

OCCURRED

TO

ME

I didn’t even notice other men or boys at that time

I don’t ever recall ever even thinking anybody was cute

While I was with him.

Today, when I’m attracted to someone

IT’S

Always because they remind me of him

Somehow

I am not always able to pinpoint how

BUT

They do.

They make me think of him in some way

It could be their bald head

Nubian physique

Maybe their name is Jamal

Mannerisms

I love the way he walks.

NOBODY

Walks like my

ZAWJI

I can tell him a mile away

He just makes me feel a certain way

Nobody ever captured my heart

LIKE

HIM

I wasn’t aware of it at the time

BUT

NOW

I know I

WAS

NEVER

SATISFIED

BECAUSE

I

WAS

LOOKING

FOR

HIM

It’s sad because nobody was good enough for me

NOBODY

I remember one of my boyfriends found out about the other one

AND

HE

MADE

ME

CALL

HIM

WHILE

HE

WAS

ON

THE

PHONE

(Remember 3-way? LOL)

And break up with him.

So, I called another guy

AND

Told him to act like he was my boyfriend

AND

I

BROKE

UP

WITH

HIM

!!!

But I had to learn

HOW

TO

NOT

GET

DISTRACTED

WHEN

HE’S

NOT

AROUND

But that’s because I’m just a girl.

We are not as focused as men.

Which is why The Holy Qur’an requires

TWO WOMEN

To stand as witnesses

In place of

ONE MAN.

It is what it is.

BUT

IF

WOMEN

WERE

EQUAL

WITH

MEN

We wouldn’t need them

Then the Nation would die out

Because men would not be able to reproduce

WE

HAVE

TO

BE

WEAKER

SO

We would need you

To Provide For Us

AND

Protect Us

AND

The Children We Bear For You

SO

I

SEARCHED

AND

SEARCHED

AND

SEARCHED

AND

SEARCHED

AND

SEARCHED

AND

SEARCHED

AND

SEARCHED

BUT

Couldn’t Find Anyone To Do Me Right

No one was faithful

SO

I decided if I’m going to be cheated on

IT

MAY

AS

WELL

BE

BY

THE

MAN

I’VE

LOVED

ALL

MY

LIFE

BUT, IRONICALLY

HE’S

THE

ONLY

MAN

WHO

NEVER

DID

❤ ❤ ❤

He’s ready for me to come back to L.A.

NOW

I guess I’m ready too.

I think Second-Line Season is over

He wanted me to experience

Where he comes from

His family anyway.

I dig it.

BUT

ANYWHERE

HE

IS

NOT

IS

NOT

WHERE

I

WANNA

BE

.

(Puffy Woods LOL)

❤ ❤ ❤

This is how Zawji feels about me

Ask him

❤ ❤ ❤

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Q is all in
Anybody know how to get in touch with him?
THIS
IS
MY
KINDA
ARRANGEMENT

I need one of these

As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum Ma Beautiful Asiatic Black New Orleanians,

Whenever the time really comes for me to leave somewhere,

It can get very emotional.

I cry

AND

Everybody gets mad at me for leaving.

They block my number

Or

Just tell me they don’t want to talk to me anymore.

I miss my little Sisters the most

Mrs. Tyler

Mrs. Dreamer

Mrs. Jessica

Ms. Keke

Ms. Kimora

Ms. Kalilah

Ms. Jada

Li’l Mama Jamayah 😉 ❤

❤ ❤ ❤

One day, In Sha Allah

(You and your little Sisters should be able to read this, Ms. KeAsia)

You will all know (except you, Mrs. Tyler 😀 ) who the other half of your SOUL is.

Then I know you will understand.

❤ ❤ ❤

I don’t even know when I’m leaving

BUT

ALLAH

TOLD

ME

THIS

TIME

SO

I

AM

SURE

❤ ❤ ❤

Broderick, Thank-you for everything.

If any man deserves a child in this world

IT’S

YOU

(This reads “In Sha Allah” in Arabic. It means, “If it is the Will of Allah”)

Allah Will Bless You With A Pious WIFE

WHO

WILL

BEAR

YOU

A

HOUSEFULL

OF

BEAUTIFUL

BLACK

CHILDREN

❤ ❤ ❤

FIND SOME WAY TO SUPPORT THEM
WITHOUT
WORKING
FOR
THE
DEVIL

YOU KNOW HOW YOU ARE

❤ ❤ ❤

I guess I’m going to have to be content with the Saturday Jazz Workshop in Leimert

BECAUSE

I Can’t Take The Playhouse With Me

BUT

DANG

I

KNOW

THEY’RE

GOING

TO

BE

IN

THERE

STILL

TRYING

TO

TEACH

DEVILS

!!!!!!!

Sellouts!!!

AND

I

KNOW

THERE’S

GOING

TO

COME

A

WEEKDAY

WHEN

I

WANNA

HEAR

SOME

LIVE

JAZZ

*snaps fingers!*

THANK ALLAH FOR ROSCOE’S!!!

I won’t be able to go outside and buy a $4 rose

BUT

I’M

GOING

BACK

TO

CALI

And They’re EVERYWHERE

❤ ❤ ❤

I’m going to miss 59.1 per cent

BLACK PEOPLE

BUT

MY

ZAWJI

LOVES

L.A.

for some reason

❤ ❤ ❤

But I know

HE

CAN

TALK

LIKE

YOU

GUYS

WHEN I NEED TO HEAR IT

❤ ❤ ❤

But The Sisters…

I love how sweet you sound

Stop working.

I don’t like to see you so angry

AND

Depressed

AND

YOU

DON’T

EVEN

KNOW

WHY

STOP GRINDING

Get on the county or Social Security

AND

Stop being greedy

AND

SUBMIT

These Brothers outchere are PAID

BUT

They’re spending it on BIG TOYS

AND

PARTIES

Submit, Quit Your Jobs, Stop whoring,

LET THEM TAKE CARE OF YOU

THEY WANT TO

But you won’t submit

There are good Brothers outchere

Good Sisters too

ACCEPT YOUR OWN

AND

BE YOURSELF

RIGHTEOUS MUSLIMS

AND

Hook Up

LOVE EACH OTHER

AND

SHUN THE DEVILS

I can’t overstate they are all devils

ALL

OF

THEM

❤ ❤ ❤

(Um, Mr. Henry, Dear Sir, YOU SHOULD HAVE SAID, “WHAT UP, BLOOD?”)
(It RHYMES!)

To My Muslim Family in The Crescent City

FARRAKHANERS

YOUR CEASE FIRE MOVEMENT
IS
DYING
BECAUSE
YOU
FAILED
TO
PUT
THE
MESSENGER (PBUH)
OUT
FRONT

SUNNIS

YOU NEED TO SEPARATE
THE SISTERS
YOU
HAVE
THE
UPSTAIRS
USE
IT

STOP
BEHAVING
LIKE
THE
KAFIRUN

AND
TREAT
YOUR
SISTERS
WITH
DECENCY AND INTELLIGENCE

IT WOULD BE DIFFERENT
IF
ALL
YOU
HAD
WAS
THAT
ONE
ROOM

BUT
YOU
KNOW
BETTER
OR
USED
TO

YOU FORMER FOI AND MGT
ARE
SETTING
A
HORRIBLE
EXAMPLE
FOR
YOUR
CHILDREN

BROTHER “ABDUL” AHMAD
I
SEE
HOW
MUCH
YOU
LOVE
ALLAH

BUT LIKE MOST PEOPLE
BORN AFTER THE
MESSENGER
(MAY THE PEACE AND THE BLESSINGS OF ALLAH FOREVER BE UPON HIM)
YOU
GOT
DILUTED
MIXED
AND
TAMPERED WITH
ISLAM

I KNOW YOU ARE AN EXTREMELY INTELLIGENT BROTHER
READ
THIS
AND
PRACTICE
IT

AND
THIS

CLICK ON THE BOOK COVERS!!

(I know you call them “Weenies” but that sounds nasty. And “DREAMY Weenies?” And two Blackmen own it? Behbeh!)

“EVEN TO the bread – they change it and they teach us that corn bread is good for us to eat. We can eat it if we have no other bread, but it is not good for us. If you eat corn bread you will wear your stomach out. It is too coarse for the stomach. They take the wheat flour and they ruin it by adding to it that which is not wheat. So do not look forward to their table for health food, they do not have it.

“LOOK at their advertisement of ‘hot dogs’. For a man to hear that some food is named hot dogs, he would not want to eat it. The dog is a very filthy animal for one to name a food after. I do not see how in the world the public gets the idea to buy a food that goes under such a name as the filthy dog.

“HOT DOGS – it is a very cheap food. It is made mostly of scrap beef – something that would not sell if the buyer or the consumer saw it before he bought it made into that fashion. Dog food! Hot dog – just think they buy this all over the world under that name.

“THE most intelligent and delicate eater would not even buy a food that had such a name as ‘hot dog’. They have certainly made fools of us. If the food is not dog, then why name it dog?

“WHY could not this food be named something that has a better meaning than to give it the name of the filthy dog, – hot dog?

“I have worked in packing houses years ago and I have seen how these things, the hot dog, was made. I do not eat hot dogs myself. But after it is spiced up to taste good – and it is a little tasty – but that does not mean that it is some fine beef flesh. No, that is not choice beef that the hot dog is made of.

“WE CANNOT live eating any such food as that which is thrown on the market by the Christian world. They advertise that which Allah (God) Has already Cursed from the beginning and they make us to eat the curse of Allah (God).

“HOW TO EAT TO LIVE. Eat that food that Allah (God) Has Prescribed for us. Even take little simple things such as beans. Allah (God) says that the little navy bean will make you live, just eat them. He Said to me that even milk and bread would make us live. Just eat bread and milk – it is the best food. He Said that a diet of navy beans would give us a life span of one hundred and forty (140) years. Yet we cannot live one-half (½) that length of time eating everything that the Christian table has set for us.

“VERY few Christians, even doctors, live eighty to ninety (80-90) years – not to think of living over one hundred (100) years. And they think they have lived for a long time if they reach a life span of eighty of ninety years. He has not been here long enough to know what life is.

“NOAH and Methuselah lived almost into a thousand years, but we cannot live one-tenth (1/10) that time (100 years), because we eat the wrong food.

“THE nature of this world (white man) was not to give and prolong our life; it is their nature to shorten our life, and they have done a good job of it. To destroy life is their very nature.

“HOW TO EAT TO LIVE – eat simple food. Do not be reaching for all different kinds of food for they were prepared by the man who wants to commercialize on what you eat. They are interested in commerce. They eat the scavengers of the sea and the scavengers of the earth – reptiles and what not. They have no sense of choice – they will eat anything.

“TRY and resort to what you find in this book and EAT TO LIVE.”

(Change The Name and maybe all those fags won’t be up in there!)
(They’re the ONLY NEW ORLENIANS who eat there!!!)

❤ ❤ ❤

I KNOW why Zawji loves L.A.

(Why the girls gotta be HALF-Black, Brother?)
(Man up and take us full strength!)
(BLACK GIRLS are the BEST!!!)

THE WEATHER

I miss it too.

Even when it’s sunny out here

It’s not “L.A. SUNNY”

It’s NOT “GOLDEN”

❤ ❤ ❤

Where are you Keyvin?

You made me feel like a woman

Like I’m desirable

I think Brothers

Feel like they have to hide how much they’re attracted to me

Could be the Islam

Which is ALWAYS good

BUT

Nothing is better

THAN

FEELING

WANTED

I was feeling like too “Brainy”

MAYBE

WITH

MODESTY

IN

OVerDrIvE

But you reminded me of what’s really important

To A Man

All You REALLY Care About Is the Skins

I care about intelligence

And usefulness

BUT

ALL

THAT

Is extra

It’s important too

THOUGH

Because eating and clothes

ARE necessities

Just like sex

BUT

Within the Boundaries
OF

MARRIAGE

SO

Thank-you

(What happened to MAMA SMURF? I mean, who’s gonna teach Smurfette how to SEW and COOK and CLEAN and take care of Hefty’s Babies? But she would probably be better off with Brainy, since he’s going to be the next leader. Yeah, he has the same deep thoughts and is as agile as Papa, he just has to grow into a SMURF. LOL I do like his voice tho!  😛 )

❤ ❤ ❤

I heard Mr. Miller moved to L.A.

BUT

I

JUST

READ

AN

ARTICLE

About a program for boys he started in NOLA

With one of the Pelicans Assistant Coaches

(I was there when they filmed this video but all them people up in there and I couldn’t get inside SMH It had to be the company cuz I get in Er’wherr)

SO

MAYBE

WE

CAN

BE

Bi-Coastal

Cuz

I

KNOW

I

CAN’T

STAY

IN

LA

(Los Angeles)

WITHOUT

COMING

COMING

BACK

BACK

TO

NOLA

❤ ❤ ❤

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(Sounds like he just came from NOLA   )

NOLA needs to step up their Black Community Resources

ASHE and every other Black Community Program

IS

RUN

BY

DEVILS

They’re stifling you.

Where is your BUSINESS CENTER?

Granted, the Black Business Centers in

L.A.

ATL

and

NYC

Are Run By Muslims

SO

STEP IT UP!!!

❤ ❤ ❤

Zawji Told Me

HE

LIFTED

THE

ROOTS

He’s never told me that before

So, as much as I don’t want to go

This Time

I think I’m really going

I’m still waiting on that e-mail

❤ ❤ ❤

Brother Keith

Send me some GRITS!!!

Make it NEW ORLEANS HOT LIKE THIS

I have loved this song all my life

❤ ❤ ❤

S’Wonderful To Finally

KNOW WHY

❤ ❤ ❤

Mr. Henry, Sir

You need to do like Brother Percy

And Come To L.A.

And

Make Some Videos

And Bring Your Father

SO

HE

CAN

TEACH

US

HOW

TO

LAPEITAH

❤ ❤ ❤

I know where I’m going as SOON

AS

I

ALIGHT

(Time to get Zawji  FIRED AGAIN 😛 )

❤ ❤ ❤

I’ll be glad to see convertibles again.

I’ve only seen

ONE

convertible

SINCE

I

CAME

DOWN

SOUTH

It was in Atlanta.

I asked him why don’t they take the top down

He said,

“It’s too hot!”

Brother Tremaine

I’ll NEVER FORGET Your Name

Or Your Beautiful Voice

Don’t Be Surprised If I Come Up To Walmart

JUST

TO

SEE

YOU

And hear you talk

You have the BEST ACCENT I’ve ever heard.
THANK-YOU
FOR
STANDING
RIGHT
NEXT
TO
ME
While You And Homeboy
WERE
TALKING
‘BOUT
NOTHING.

6th

❤ ❤ ❤

Jada and all my other Bebies
Stop wearing false eyelashes
BEAUTY NATURAL

Remember the dance? LOL

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum Ma Beautiful And Beloved Asiatic Black Bebies!!!

I love you all and would give my life for your salvation.

READ

RIGHT NOW!!!

CLICK ON THE BOOK COVER!!!

I feel funny even writing about the reputable details of my respectable life because I feel like you should be reading Message To The Blackman.

BUT

Zawji told me to listen to Brother Calvin sing instead of Our Beloved Messenger (May The Peace And The Blessings Of Allah Forever Be Upon Him). So, I guess.

I’ve been called a robot on so many occasions because all I do is live and breathe and quote The Divine Supreme Wisdom Teachings of Our Beloved Messenger (Peace Be Upon Him) and I thought it was kind of flattering because I know that that is our ONLY SALVATION.

But Zawji is making me more human. LOVE is an emotion and robots don’t experience LOVE or any other emotions.

In Islam, we are taught to NEVER SHOW OUR EMOTIONS.

I guess that contributes to the robot accusations too.

But that makes you more refined

AND

DIGNIFIED.

I think emotions make you weak.

If you LOVE someone and people know it

They can use it against you.

Like threaten to hurt them to get you to do what THEY

Want you to do.

That’s why In ISLAM,

We say,

“MY PRAYER, MY SACRIFICE, MY LIFE AND MY DEATH

“ARE ALL FOR ALLAH, THE LORD OF THE WORLDS!!!”

WE LIVE AND DIE SO THAT ALLAH WILL BE PLEASED WITH US.

THE DEFINITION OF A MUSLIM IS

“ONE WHO SUBMITS HIS OR HER WILL TO THE WILL OF ALLAH“

WHICH IS THE VERY NATURE IN WHICH WE WERE CREATED

WHEN ALLAH CREATED BLACK PEOPLE

(WHO ARE THE ONLY CREATED PEOPLE ON EARTH –

(EVERYONE ELSE WAS MADE FROM US

(AT ONE TIME [PRIOR TO SIX THOUSAND {6000} YEARS AGO]

(EVERYONE ON EARTH WAS BLACK)

WHEN ALLAH CREATED BLACK PEOPLE

HE GAVE US ISLAM

(ENTIRE SUBMISSION TO HIS WILL)

AS A WAY OF LIFE.

IT DID NOT ORIGINATE WITH PROPHET MUHAMMAD OF 1400 YEARS AGO

(MAY THE PEACE AND THE BLESSINGS OF ALLAH FOREVER BE UPON HIM)

AS MOST PEOPLE BELIEVE

(ESPECIALLY THE ORTHODOX MUSLIMS)

WHEN ALLAH CREATED US

HE WOULD NOT JUST SAY

“OKAY, I’VE CREATED YOU

NOW

GO

ON

AND

DO

WHATEVER

YOU

WANT

TO”

NO!!!

HE GAVE US A WAY OF LIFE –

ISLAM –

THAT WOULD ENSURE

WE WOULD LIVE IN PEACE AND HAPPINESS

ENTIRE SUBMISSION TO HIS WILL

AND

THAT IS THE ONLY WAY TO

ONCE AGAIN

HAVE

PEACE ON EARTH

THE ENTIRE CREATION

WAS MADE TO SUBMIT TO HIS WILL

EXCEPT

THE WICKED DEVIL CAUCASIAN RACE

WHICH IS WHY THEY WERE GIVEN A LIMITED TIME

(6000 YEARS)

TO LIVE ON OUR PLANET.

THAT TIME WAS UP IN 1914

THE FIRST WORLD WAR

WAS THE BEGINNING OF THE END.

THE ONLY REASON THEY WEREN’T DESTROYED IN 1914

IS BECAUSE OF THE SO-CALLED AMERICAN NEGROES.

IF ALLAH HAD DESTROYED AMERICA

AT THAT TIME,

HE WOULD HAVE DESTROYED US AS WELL.

WE ARE MEMBERS OF THE ABORIGINAL ASIATIC BLACK NATION

AND HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE SAVED

WHILE THE DEVIL CAUCASIAN RACE DOES NOT

THE ONLY PROBLEM WAS

WE DIDN’T KNOW IT

THE DEVIL SLAVEMASTERS HAD KILLED US OF

THE KNOWLEDGE OF SELF

SO

IN

HIS

INFINITE

WISDOM

AND

MERCY

ALLAH RAISED UP A MESSENGER AND TEACHER,

THE MOST HONOURABLE AND HUMBLE

ELIJAH MUHAMMAD

(MAY THE PEACE AND THE BLESSINGS OF ALLAH FOREVER BE UPON HIM)

TO DELIVER HIS MESSAGE OF TRUTH, RIGHTEOUSNESS,

SALVATION AND REDEMPTION

TO SAVE US FROM THE DESTRUCTION

THAT IS COMING TO WICKED AMERICA.

WE ARE THE PEOPLE OF ALLAH’S CHOICE

TO RULE THE HEREAFTER

(HERE AFTER THE DESTRUCTION OF THIS WORLD)

BECAUSE OF OUR HISTORY OF SLAVERY.

WE ARE THE PEOPLE OF THE BOOK.

THE BIBLE AND THE HOLY QUR’AN ARE ALL ABOUT US.

BUT THE CHRISTIAN PREACHERS WOULD NEVER TELL US

LEST THEY LOSE THEIR SLAVES.

ISLAM WILL FREE YOU FROM THEM

AND THEIR SLAVEMAKING RELIGION.

OUR BELOVED MESSENGER (PEACE BE UPON HIM)

TAUGHT US

THAT IF CHRISTIANITY WAS PUT IN A WET RAG AND WRUNG OUT

EVERY DROP WOULD SPELL SLAVERY

God the father, Jesus the Son, The Holy Spirit, The Virgin Birth, The Resurrection, Life after Death, Love your enemy, Turn the other cheek

All things to make you a harmless, willing slave.

WHO WAS OUR ENEMIES?

THE VERY PEOPLE TEACHING US THE JESUS SAID TO LOVE.

THAT IS SLAVERY TEACHINGS!!!

WHAT MAN IN HIS RIGHT MAN COULD LOVE HIS ENEMY???

ALLAH DOESN’T EVEN LOVE HIS ENEMIES.

HE DESTROYS THEM

JUST LIKE HE IS GOING TO DESTROY WICKED AMERICA

AMERICA IS MORE WICKED THAN THE PEOPLE

WHOM ALLAH DESTROYED IN THE PAST

SODOM AND GOMORRAH WAS DESTROYED BECAUSE OF HOMOSEXUALITY

BUT

THEY DIDN’T HAVE THE SCIENCE TO CHANGE A MAN INTO A WOMAN

LIKE AMERICA DOES.

AND

YOU

SEE

WHAT

BECAME

OF

THEM

THERE IS NO TRACE OF THEM EVEN TO THIS DAY

ALLAH COMPLETELY WIPED THEM OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH.

THIS IS THE LAST TIME ALLAH WILL DESTROY A PEOPLE

WE ARE LIVING IN THE

WAR OF ARMAGEDDON

(THE WAR TO END ALL WARS)

RIGHT NOW!

THERE IS NO WAY THE STARS AND STRIPES WILL SURVIVE

THE SUN, MOON AND STARS

SO IF YOU WANT TO LIVE TO SEE THE END OF THIS WAR

YOU MUST BE A MUSLIM

WE WILL HAVE PEACE (FINALLY) AT THE END OF THIS WAR

BECAUSE ONLY THE MUSLIMS WILL SURVIVE

ALLAH IS RIDDING THE EARTH OF EVERY OTHER

SO-CALLED RELIGION

AND RE-ESTABLISHING ISLAM

AS THE RELIGION OF EARTH

WITH THE DESTRUCTION OF THE DEVILS

EVERYONE WHO SURVIVES

WILL BE ONE WHO SUBMITS HIS OR HER WILL TO THE WILL OF ALLAH

AND

YOU

CAN’T

HELP

BUT

LIVE

IN

PEACE

UNDER THOSE CIRCUMSTANCES.

EVERYONE SUBMITTING TO THE WILL OF THE ONE GOD

YOU CAN’T HELP BUT AGREE AND

LIVE IN UNITY

WHICH IS WHAT THE SO-CALLED NEGROES SO DESPERATELY NEED

ISLAM IS THE ONLY SOLUTION TO OUR PROBLEM.

WE ONLY HAVE ONE PROBLEM.

THE DEVIL CAUCASIAN RACE.

EVERYTHING ELSE WE SUFFER FROM IS A SYMPTOM

OF OUR ONE PROBLEM.

EVERYTHING.

GAMBLING, DRUNKENESS, PROSTITUTION, ADULTERY, LYING, CHEATING, STEALING, UNEMPLOYMENT, LACK OF LOVE FOR SELF, LACK OF UNITY, DRUGS, HOMELESSNESS, MASS INCARCERATION, MENTAL ILLNESS, SICKNESS AND DISEASE, SHORT LIVES, UGLINESS, SLAVERY, MURDER, RAPE AND ANYTHING I MISSED

ARE ALL THE RESULT OF HAVING LIVED UNDER THE RULE OF THE MOST WICKED AND EVIL RACE OF PEOPLE TO HAVE EVER LIVED ON EARTH.

BUT ALL PRAISE IS DUE TO ALLAH

THEIR TIME IS UP

****

Okay, now I can tell you about what’s been going on in my little life.

I had a safe night, which is the most important thing.

I got up early like I always do before everybody else wakes up, which will lessen the chances of me getting caught where I’m sleeping.

But I went to another HONEYCOMB HIDEOUT to pass the time until the day REALLY begins but it was a spot that I used to feel so secure. Until yesterday.

They know I’ve been posting up somewhere in the building and they narrowed it down to the floor and why did they post a Security Guard right at the entrance to THE HIDEOUT!!!

So, I couldn’t get out without getting caught!!!

That was the closest I’ve ever gotten to being caught right there.

I’ve never ever even felt threatened before yesterday.

BUT

My Amazing Zawji got me out, miraculously.

So, it was late by then

(about eleven)

SO

I went back to that beautiful library

AND

Why did it seem like every devil in Louisiana had read my blog?

BECAUSE

They were all in there like they had never been there before

LOOKING

At me like

“There she is.“

It was a bunch of old, white devils.

And I saw one old devil man, tap his wife so she would see me.

He looked like he didn’t care so much, but she looked star-struck.

Like he knew she would want to see me.

I left.

But not before Zawji told me to look for another cheap hotel

(under $40)

That was too close a call and he wanted me to lay low for awhile

So, I hear and obey

Even though my coffers are not full

And I found a nice hotel with a dorm too that’s even cheaper.

(This says ‘Al Hamdulillah’ which means ‘All Praise is Due to Allah’ in Arabic)

(It’s pronounced ‘Al HAM-du-lih-LAAH)

****

The hotel used to be an orphanage, which is kinda creepy and it’s in a really old facility.

BUT

I kinda dig it

BECAUSE

It seems to cater to homeless people.

It’s cheap and I would probably be pissed if I came from out of town to stay in New Orleans and ended up here.

BUT if you’re used to sleeping under the freeway or in a HONEYCOMB HIDEOUT…

It’s definitely a step-up.

I woke up feeling depressed that I’m homeless

AND

Don’t have my own place.

BUT

I know Allah and Zawji WANT me to be Homeless.

I think it makes me more resourceful.

I am completely dependent

AND

That’s how I’m supposed to be.

It’s definitely humbling to give someone else

COMPLETE

CONTROL

OVER

MY

LIFE

But if that’s not the definition of

SUBMISSION

I

DON’T

KNOW

WHAT

IS.

He gives me rewards.

I mean my neck, wrists, ears and wedding ring finger are laced up

No makeup

(Scenes 1 and 2 only)
(Sometimes I wonder if the person who wrote this song knew me. It’s almost scary how much she acts like me and her name is Cheryce! But whoever wrote it was mad at me because they made me gay at the end. But that’s what Brothers always do when you don’t want them. Or they think you don’t want them. My last boyfriend told me “You must be gay” when I wouldn’t have sex with him anymore after I converted to Islam. But cheah, Sugar and Spice isn’t the only thing I’m made of… everything nice too 🙂 )

He always gives me ROSES too

RED

Even though yellow is my favorite.

He makes me take red because red roses mean love and he wants me to know how much he loves me.

Symbolism is big in ISLAM.

Yellow roses mean Friendship and we’re best friends but LOVE is the most important thing.

So, red is my favorite color, but I still prefer my roses yellow.

BUT

I have to submit

SO

I guess I’ll change my favorite rose to red

❤ ❤ ❤

But I’d rather be with him…

So, I’m getting a heaping helping of humble pie learning how to be completely dependent on someone else to take care of me. Once I get used to it and have complete faith in Them, I know I’m going to be living on “easy street” in “The Big Easy.“

I mean what could be easier than being dependent on the man you love?

All you have to do is make him feel good so he’ll WANT to go out and work and he will enjoy taking care of you if you make him want to. He’ll take care of you

NO

MATTER

WHAT

HE

HAS

TO

DO

He’ll feel good knowing he’s got a good woman at home to come home to and bring his check to

He’ll be thinking about her all day.

She’s his motivation enabling him to endure the devil’s plantation

And he’s her comfortee. Women naturally want to comfort somebody.

That’s easy.

Like New Orleans…

That’s what we were created to do.

And Blackmen were created to provide.

So what could be easier than reaping the benefits of being yourself.

HIM > Work to Make that check = Comfort from Her

HER > Comfort Him = His Check

Islam is as True as Mathematics and Mathematics is as True as Islam.

When you look at things Mathematically,

IT

CAN’T

HELP

BUT

MAKE

SENSE

I was going to say, “when I start running out of money…” then Zawji reminded me that I lived here for three months last year without a dime to my name and ate good every day and not once did I have to sleep under the freeway or outside period.

I can’t.

If I couldn’t do it in Leimert, I know I can’t anywhere because Leimert is the safest place in the world to me. But it’s America and in the Black community, so there’s winos and pimps and hoes and stick-up kids and rapists and robbers and drugs and whatnot. And Virgil was even there! He has looked out for us since we started going regularly. Hakim was riding his bike and the chain kept coming off and Virgil fixed it. That’s how we met. We called him “The I-love-you-man” for years. Me and Hakim had nicknames for everybody. “Queen Crazy” “Garbage Mouth” “The Sexy Man” LOL Man I miss Leimert sometimes… Then I think about how it’s changed. And I’m reminded of why (regentrification) I’m not that anxious to return. Sorry Hakim. 😥 But I can’t take it. Anyway, I still couldn’t do it.

I can’t close my eyes unless I KNOW I’m safe. And that’s just not possible somewhere on the street. You’re too visible. I have to hide. Hence the HONEYCOMB HIDEOUTS.

(FOR ALL MA BEBIES WHO ARE TOO YOUNG OR TOO OLD TO KNOW WHERE I GOT THE NAME)

But anyway, Zawji brought me to a wonderful place and I am so happy I wasn’t niggardly and obeyed

When I saw this I was speechless

I’ve seen one before but it was like in a window in a clothing store, but I actually sat at this one and was able to work the foot pedal. It felt so natural. It even had the instruction book and you change the needle the same way I do on my sewing machine, but threading was something else. I would really have to study and practice to figure that out. I looked in the drawers and it still had the implements. I saw some tools for repairing it and it had one of these that I didn’t know what it was until I was looking for a picture of the foot pedal which I learned is called a treadle.

The leather cord thingy looked exactly the same, so I googled it and found out it’s a belt that connects the upper wheel to the lower wheels that are operated by the treadle.

I hate when I don’t understand something.

I wanted to learn how to build one, just in case I’m somewhere with no electricity but look

Okay, I kinda understand now. And Zawji thinks I could make one if I had the parts.

I’m gonna go take a GOOD look at that machine later.

Underneath it and see how the treadle is connected to the leather belt with that hook and see how it makes the wheels move or the crank and whatnot. I WISH I COULD TAKE IT APART.

Hakim used to do that all the time. And it would be SO challenging watching him put stuff back together.

BUT

That is how Benjamin Banneker learned how to make clocks.

If you didn’t know, he was the first man to build a clock in AMERICA.

He took apart a pocketwatch, which were the only type of clocks at that time in America, and learned how it worked.

Then he took his pocketknife and some wood and carved out all the parts to build a WALL CLOCK, which had never been seen by him nor anybody else in America.

People used to travel from all around to see it.

AND

It kept perfect time for FIFTY years – even after Brother Benjamin’s death.

So, Mommies and Daddies, if your child takes something apart

DO NOT REPRIMAND HIM

Encourage him as he rebuilds it

YOU HAVE A LITTLE GENIUS ON YOUR HANDS.

Stand by and encourage him.

Tell him that is an act of inventorship.

Tell him about Brother Benjamin and Elijah McCoy.

Both of whom learned how things worked by taking them apart and putting them back together and later went on to become famous scientists and inventors – Black Gods – CREATORS.

Unfortunately, all the Black inventors in America gave the credit for all of their inventions to our slavemasters.

They didn’t think to keep their inventions for the benefit of our people.

Teach your little Gods to give the benefit of their knowledge and brainpower to our own people and don’t go looking for recognition from the devil Americans.

Our Beloved Messenger (May the Peace and the Blessings of Allah Forever Be Upon Him) addressed the dichotomy between the success of the Black individual for America as opposed to the success of the Black individual for the Black Nation in the following interview

On a side note

I figured out why America puts homeless people in jail for trespassing.

They want to make you pay rent.

In Cuba, everyone gets food, clothes and shelter for free.

That’s why America hated Castro and killed Ghaddafi.

Any leader that is just to their people is hated by wicked America.

She sees them as a threat to her “freedom” to charge her citizens for these things

How can you charge someone for water and electricity?

BASIC NECESSITIES.

It’s bad enough I gotta pay rent. You want me to pay just to turn on the lights?

That’s why working people get mad at people taking advantage of government benefits.

They don’t see their taxes being spent on anything that directly benefits them so they take it out on the people who are benefiting.

YOU have to continually work for the devils because we have to make the money to pay them for these things that we cannot live without.

People in Muslim countries are shocked to learn that Americans have to pay rent. They have owned the land their family resides on for generations.

And we don’t own one square foot of land.

And when you are fortunate enough to purchase some land,

They TAX you to death.

American Government is so corrupt that they will allocate $100 for a hammer, just to enrich the coffers of their devil brother who manufactures the tools.

Why does life-saving medication cost $175 MONTHLY???

I hate America.

THEY

CHARGE

US

TO

LIVE!

AND

You have to work for them to make the money that it costs because they own everything
Making us perpetual slaves

UNTIL

We get the idea to take the little money left after taxes

AND

GO FOR SELF!!!

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I wanted to post a video about all of the wonderful things Our Half-Brother Fidel Castro did for his country. But I couldn’t find one to my liking.

AND

Then I got the heartbreaking news that our Dear Beloved Comrade died last week.

I don’t watch news. I usually find out about stuff like this on Facebook, but I didn’t see anything about this.

So, I will tell you what I know.

Cuba used to be filled with corruption.

The leader was an American flunky and used his country to cater to the whims and wickedness of America while the Cuban people suffered under his rule.

Fidel Castro led a revolution overthrowing America’s pawn (Batista)

AND

Established a Socialist Government that supplied every citizen with housing, college education, medical care, food and clothing for free.

He did this by Nationalizing (taking control of and giving the profits back to the people) industries that had been owned by private American firms and government.

America hated him and vilified him because of this.

They called him a dictator and cut off all trade ties with Cuba, even though Cuba is only ninety miles away.

Castro did not cave but built his country using their own natural resources and

EVEN

TODAY

OPENS

THEIR

DOORS

TO

ANYONE

IN

THE

WORLD

To Come to Cuba for Medical School and Become a DOCTOR

FOR FREE!!!

May he forever rest in peace

ALUTA CONTINUA

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But back to your little Black Gods…

You will be SO PROUD when you turn it on again!!!

I bear witness having watched my son do it.

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So, anyway on my way home from the Library I finally got to visit this place I have been interested in since I first moved to New Orleans.

There’s this Glassblowing Workshop on Magazine Street which is apparently known worldwide.

I remember seeing glassblowing as a child at The Farmer’s Market on Third, I believe.

I was only in the fifth grade, so I’m not sure.

But I used to love it.

I didn’t realize how much I’ve loved glass all my life until just now.

I mean let me Google how it’s made.

I know it’s made from sand,

AND

That is remarkable to me.

I think about how Allah Told Abraham to count the grains of sand on the beach to give him an idea of how numerous his seed would be on earth.

That’s us.

Black People in America.

Because the whole Bible and Holy Qur’an are about us.

My  favorite glass are light bulbs.

They make an amazing sound when you throw them up the air and let them break on the ground.

I think they have to be blown out first, but I’m not sure because I’ve never broken a new one and am not stupid enough to waste one just for experimentation purposes.

That’s something the devil does.

ANYWAY

Glass-blowing is wonderful because it’s actually an artform and I’m really artsy, but I believe in FUNCTIONAL art.

I mean I dig paintings but that’s about it. But paintings are functional if properly placed. They decorate an otherwise bland wall. I hate statues. They are borderline idol-worship and creepy. If I had a nickel for everytime I’ve mistaken a statue for a person… I mean that is almost as creepy as seeing a woman with long dreadlocks and she turns around and has a mustache and beard! (It was really a man) I hate that. Brother’s PLEASE cut your hair. You look like a woman from a distance. And Sisters, you DO NOT cut your hair. Let’s cut out the confusion. Pun intended.

I like quilts and clay vessels and woodwork and ironwork that’s artistic.

I believe that’s the Muslim in me.

Muslims make EVERYTHING BEAUTIFUL

ARCHITECTURE, LANGUAGE

Even our writing is an art

So, I go in and the devil behind the counter was so racist.

He told me when I asked if they were still doing demonstrations

AND

He told me NO.

Then this white liberal devil came out and told me they were!

So,

I got to see a demonstration.

I could really enjoy doing something like that.

Why was he making a glass HEART?

My name is LOVE.

I thought about buying it but I can’t see paying over $30 for something I can’t do anything with but look at. FUNCTIONAL ART, remember?

I think it’s so cool how they use a rocking chair for that sewing machine

Probably because of the treadle

I was also surprised when I saw these

 

The one on top is really old and I’ve NEVER seen a piano that looks like that.

It is beautiful, which is probably why they still keep it because it sounds terrible.

They could probably fix it, and it looks like it would play lovely.

I took a better picture of the strings.

It’s probably a transition from Grand to smaller pianos before they created the upright.

The other one sounds beautiful though and I would be on it but there are devils.

So idk

Now, let me see

Okay, now I’ve heard of this Brother for several years

BUT

Never heard his music

UNTIL…

J. COLE

If you don’t have Tidal yet,

What are you waiting for?

It don’t get no bettah

Unless he didn’t curse

But you know I understand

I have my moments

BUT

We gotta do bettah

The So-Called American Negroes

Have a

FUTURE

Of

Unlimited Progress

❤ ❤ ❤

There’s a cafe in this “hotel” It’s called St. Vincent’s Guest House, so I think they know. LOL

I wasn’t going to give the name but Zawji wants me to. It’s hard to find out about places like this. I know because I was looking for one in L.A. and they keep them really hush-hush. I know there’s one in some spa but I couldn’t get any more information.

So, cheah.

Anyway, I had a pizza last night that was soooo good. It had spinach, onions, mushrooms, garlic (mmmm), cheese and sauce. The spinach was delicious but the garlic took it over the top.

And I finally decided to try this dessert I had never had the courage to pay for and try. I was thinking Baklava when I ordered it, but it was TIRAMISU and it was sooo good.

They say it’s Italian, just like they say all those Mediterranean foods are “Greek” but we know they come from those Muslim North African countries. I wish they would go somewhere with that.

Arabia is well-known for it’s coffee and Tiramisu is a coffee flavoured cake.

They need to have a seat.