بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
As-Salaam-Alaikum Dearly Beloved Sisters & Brothers
Another year, and still no A.J.
I can only attribute it to the need for more practice.
I have been acting like I’m married, but still harbor the fear of infidelity.
I have learned to consider the other party as married.
This is working better.
I recently realized that I did “cheat” when I was married. I really think I have split personalities. I have done things that I don’t remember and that seem to have been performed by another person.
I have recalled events that occurred concurrently, while in my recollection didn’t.
So, from now on, EVERYBODY IS MARRIED, except my Zawji.