I’m Going Going…

Bismillahi Rahmani Rahim
I just watched Poetic Justice and just like that my plans have changed.
In the twinkling of an eye lives can change.
OURS
I feel like I’m jocking that lady. I called her twice and she never called back, so I’m like forget it now.
I can just as easily go to L.A.
I have her number which is what I was essentially thinking when she first gave it to me.
It’s good to have for the NEXT time I come out here.
I need to send myself an e-mail with all of the information I got from the homeless resource center too.
Next, In sha Allah.
Watching that movie made me see how dope L.A. is especially after watching that Biggie movie or as much as I could stomach anyway. I’m watching the part where he meets Puffy and I like Puffy so it’s kinda hard to watch. The actor who played him did a good job imo and it’s making me feel all mushy inside. Zawji likes Puffy too. Kayla told me. MaKayKay rather. 😉
I’m feeling really good and sentimental. I feel like writing but I don’t have anything to write about. Oddly enough that’s when I write my best stuff!
I’m excited about going back to L.A. People from L.A. don’t call it Cali unless we’ve been around people from other states who call it “Cali” LOL I got mad the first time I heard somebody call L.A. “Cali” I was like “This ain’t ‘Cali!’ This L.A., fool!” LOL That was Erick Sermon at the Masters of Ceremony show. Now I see what Double K meant when he said the same thing about the Boogie Down in Beat Street. Zawji said in one of his songs “get airplay like Puffy” and he called it “Cali” too. That affirms that he likes Puffy and that he’s been around people not from L.A. if you needed affirmation. :/
I still kinda want to stay in NOLA but I really miss Ibni. He’s not answering any of my texts making me REALLY miss him. hmmmm, wonder who he got THAT from? :/ I miss both of them and they’re both in L.A., maybe this is what Allah meant by getting close to the Finish Line. I’m going to L.A. I guess there’s the finish line.
I was kinda hoping we could relocate to NOLA because it’s so wonderful out here but homebase, as much as I hate to admit it, is in L.A. I know everybody thinks I’m crazy for preferring NOLA but that’s just sometimes. Faith moved outchere. LOL I just love it. I know, In sha Allah, we’ll be back. Together next time.
It’s almost eleven and I’m sleepy but I’m excited and don’t want to sleep. I feel like I’m going to think of something else to write about and have to get back up.
I’ll just leave my laptop open. I’m going to try and sleep.
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What do you think?