“Allah greatly rejoiced over us and was real happy that He had found us – the lost Nation of Islam in the wildernesses of North America.”
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Thursday
March 16, 2017
Late Afternoon
NEW ORLEANS
Bismillahi Rahmani Rahim
I was going to make this a blog, but I feel like being brutally honest and i can’t be that open and honest with my readers. Only you.
So cheah.
I went to the homeless place but they told me you have to be referred. So, I would have had to go to a shelter and it’s not that serious especially since she gave me a few sheets with housing agencies and low-income apartments and transitional living places where I would have my own room.
That is a major concern now, after last night when I almost got a roommate.
I’m trying to move next month. Because Derrick is too anxious to put someone else up in here with me and well, you know… I cannot have a roommate. I was willing to try, but this time of being by myself just reinforced my independence. In sha Allah, I’ll make it through the month without having to get a roommate, In Sha Allah, but I’m leaving come the first, In sha Allah.
She gave me too many options to have to have a roommate for too long.
I’m not like most people.
Why did he move in a devil who used to be in the NGE? SMH She came up to me talking bout “Peace Earth” I was like What? LOL I put her in her place quickly. She tried to tell me what the NGE believes. I told her I know what they believe after all they got it from us. And just walked away.
She’s a joke. A devil in the NGE. SMH
But anyway, I’m gonna try and get on some of these waiting lists so I can hurry up and get my own place. I’m anxious for Ibni to come out here.
One of the places on the list, I went to when I first came out here. It was nice. I wonder if I’m still on the list. Let me call them. BRB Yeah, I figured they would be closed. It’s after six. But you know me. I don’t take no for an answer.
I wanna eat my sunflower seeds. Where did they come up with the term “poly seeds?” LOL How did they get “poly” from sunflower? Anyway. I can’t type and eat at the same time. Not those anyway.
I’m watching New Jersey Drive. It’s aight. I mean it’s better than that other movie with Nas and DMX. The acting is better, so I’m gonna say the director is better. I can’t even remember the name of the other movie it was so bad.
Everybody is talking about the movie Get Out. I have no desire to see no movie about an interracial relationship. I don’t even know why Black people allow ourselves to get caught up in the devils’ hype. Blind, deaf and dumb sheep, I guess.
I’ve got a new favorite radio station. It’s a new station. Throwback 96.3 I think, or something. They play music from the nineties when we were in our twenties, so you know I am digging it. It’s not lit or nothing but it’s nostalgic and I’m with that.
Downside is they play bad music from that time too. I wish I could skip or ban artists. Like on slacker or tidal.
I went to Family Dollar and got a frame for your picture, Love. They’re playing some song that is making me feel some kinda way. It sounds familiar but I don’t know what it is or who sings it. It’s called “I’m so alone” I think. It’s about death or an ended relationship. It’s sad. I would skip it if I could. I don’t like songs that make me sad. Life is too valuable to put yourself through sadness unnecessarily. I turned it off. I can’t take it.
It’s easy to wait until it goes off. 🙂
I’ve learned that. Nothing bad lasts forever. Just be patient, it’s going to end soon enough. That’s why I can listen to music with other people – djs and whatnot. If they play a song I don’t like sometimes I leave, other times I just wait. Depends on if I have something to do or somewhere else I could go.
At Mardi Gras, I waited.
Man, I never thought I would ever go to Mardi Gras!
It feels good saying I’ve been. I feel privileged because I know so many people wish they could go.
I even got your fedora! I’m so blessed! That fedora was bomb. You know I had to floss. 😀
Now they’re playing I miss you by Aaron Hall. What is up? Are you trying to tell me something?
I hate when you make me think about stuff like that. And you know it. Stop depressing me for nothing. Why are you depressing me? You just like playing with me, Buster.
I can wait.
I got some manicure implements too. I stole them. It’s so easy to steal from Family Dollar. But when I went to Rite Aid, they were watching me like a hawk! I sure was about to walk out with that charger, but I procrastinated and she got hip. I should have just left but cold feet. I got it on sale though so I can still go see Corey Henry. That was close. I almost had to spend my transportation. I could probably walk now that I think about it. I just have to look at my map to see what would be the quickest way.
New Orleans is crazy. When they told me it was a circle I really didn’t believe them. But it’s true. If you keep going, you’re going to run into the same street. It’s crazy. That’s probably why the buses are so crazy. I’ve figured it out for the most part.
I’m still learning how to pronounce streets.
Trip this. I live by a street spelled LEONIDAS but they pronounce is LEONDAS like the “i” is silent or something. LOL I love New Orleans. I learned how to say “How ya duuhn” like they do too today. I’ve been working on that since last year. I finally got it. I usually say “As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum” but sometimes I feel like a native. 🙂
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
LAZARUS
The Supreme Wisdom
Solution to the so-called NEGROES’ Problem
ELIJAH MUHAMMAD
Vol I.
LAZARUS
“We have made the grave mistake of Lazarus and the Prodigal Son (St. Luke, Chapter 15), the one who was so charmed over the wealth and food of the rich man that he couldn’t leave his gate to seek [the] same for himself. Regardless to the disgraceful condition in which the rich man put him, even to sending his dogs to attack him. The angels then had to come and take him away.”
Judgement of the World
Judgment of the World
“The judgment of the world has arrived and the gathering together of the people is now going on.
“Why should there be a judgement of the world? Why was there a judgement of the people of Noah and Lot? The Bible says: ‘That day shall not come except there come a falling away first, and the man of sin revealed, the son of Perdition’ (II Thessalonians 2:3)
“The whole world of our kind awaits the awakening (to the knowledge of the good that is being carried on for their deliverance), and (our awakening) is the last step in the Resurrection and judgment of the world.
“The end of the world has arrived and most of us know it, and our enemy’s greatest desire is that we remain asleep.”
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TUESDAY
MARCH 14, 2017
5:36 P.M.
NEW ORLEANS
As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum Ma Beautiful And Beloved Asiatic Black Bebies!!!
How are all of you?
Good?
I’m good too!
I had a really good day today.
I went to the dental school and was accepted into their program so I can be treated as a patient. I was worried for a minute because I wasn’t sure if I would be accepted, but not only was I accepted, I had the $125 I needed to pay!
الله أكب
Oh My God! Why did I buy some oils from this Brother a week ago on Canal Street, but I didn’t want to use them until I could take a good bath and get to smelling all good? And I opened the oils up for the first time yesterday and it took me straight to the French Quarter!
Those oils smell so good!
I don’t even know what kind they are.
He just let me smell them and they smelled good (and I have extremely high standards when it comes to oils) so I bought them. And Oh My God! They have been making me feel lit all day.
That’s about all.
I’m just really loving my Zawji, listening to the Messenger (PBUH) and I think I’m going to turn in early tonight.
Here is the lecture.
The Origin Of Our Kinky Hair
Bismillah
THE SUPREME WISDOM VOLUME TWO,
BY THE HONORABLE ELIJAH MUHAMMAD (PBUH)
PAGE 16
KINKY HAIR
The origin of our kinky hair came from one of our dissatisfied scientists, fifty thousand years ago, who wanted to make all of us tough and hard in order to endure the life of the jungles of East Asia (Africa) and to overcome the beasts there. But he failed to get the others to agree with him. He took his family and moved into the jungle to prove to us that we could live there and conquer the wild beasts and we have.
To the whitewoman From the Blackman
BLACKMEN, TAKE NOTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SISTERS, RECOGNIZE!!!!!!!!
White women’s opinion of black women & a brother’s response Please take a moment and read this. Pretty Deep! Thumbs up to this black man.. Enjoy!!
It seems that an article was written to Sister 2 Sister magazine by a DEVIL Caucasian woman who requested a response from black men. I’m so glad she got what she asked for (and more) !!!
Dear Jamie: I’m sorry but I would like to challenge some of your Black male readers. I am a White female who is engaged to a Black male-good-looking, educated and loving. I just don’t understand a lot of Black female’s attitudes about our relationship. My man decided he wanted me because the pickings amongst Black women were slim to none. As he said they were either too fat, too loud, too mean, too argumentative, too needy, too materialistic or carrying too much excess baggage. Before I became engaged, whenever I went out I was constantly approached by Black men, willing to wine and dine me and give me the world. If Black women are so up in arms about us being with their men, why don’t they look at themselves and make some changes. I am tired of the dirty looks I get and snide remarks when we’re out in public. I would like to hear from some Black men about why we are so appealing and coveted by them. Bryant Gumbel just left his wife of 26 years for one of us Charles Barkley, Scottie Pippen, the model Tyson Beckford, Montell Williams, Quincy Jones, James Earl Jones, Harry Belafonte, Sydney Poitier, Kofi Anan, Cuba Gooding Jr., Don Cornelius, Berry Gordy, Billy Blanks, Larry Fishburne, Wesley Snipes… I could go on and on. But, right now, I’m a little angry and that is why I wrote this so hurriedly. Don’t be mad with us White women because so many of your men want us. Get your acts together and learn from us and we may lead you to treat your men better. If I’m wrong, Black men, let me know. Disgusted White Girl, Somewhere in VA RESPONSE
NOW PEEP HIS RESPONSE…….
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Dear Jamie: I would like to respond to the letter written by A Disgusted White Girl. Let me start by saying that I am a 28-year old black man. I graduated from one of the most prestigious universities in Atlanta, Georgia with a Bachelor of Arts Degree in Business Management. I have a good job at a major corporation and have recently purchased a house. So, I consider myself to be among the ranks of successful black men. I will not use my precious time to slander white people. I just want to set the record straight of why black men date white women. Back in the day, one of the biggest reasons why black men dated white women was because they were considered easy. The black girls in my neighborhood were raised in the church. They were very strict about when they lost their virginity and who they lost it to. Because of our impatience to wait, brothers would look for someone who would give it up easy without too much hassle. So, they turned to the white girls. Nowadays, in my opinion, a lot of brothers date white women because they are docile and easy to control. A lot of black men, because of insecurities, fears, and overall weaknesses, have become intimidated by the strength of our black women. We are afraid that our woman will be more successful than us, make more money than us, drive nicer cars and own bigger houses.
Because of this fear, many black men look for a more docile woman. Someone we can control. I have talked to numerous black men and they continuously comment on how easy it is to control and walk over their white women. I just want to set the record straight. I want A Disgusted White Girl to know that not all successful black men date white women. Brothers like Ahmad Rashad, Denzel Washington, Michael Jordan, Morris Chestnut, Will Smith, Blair Underwood, Kenneth “Babyface” Edmonds, Samuel L. Jackson, and Chris Rock all married strong black women And, to flip the script, there are numerous white men, in and out of the spot light, who openly or secretly desire black women over white women. Ted Danson, Robert DeNiro, and David Bowie to name a few. I just don’t want a disgusted white girl to be misinformed Stop thinking that because you are white that you are some type of goddess. Remember, when black Egyptian Queens like Hatsepshut and Nitorcris were ruling Dynasties and armies of men in Egypt, you were over in the caves of Europe eating raw meat and beating each other over the head with clubs.
Read your history! It was the black woman that taught you how to cook and season your food. It was the black woman that taught you how to raise your children. It was black women who were breast feeding and raising your babies during slavery. It is the black woman that had to endure watching their fathers, husbands, and children beaten, killed, and thrown in jail. Black women were born with two strikes against them: being black and being a woman. And, through all this, Still They Rise! It is because of the black women’s strength, elegance, power, love and beauty that I could> never> date anyone except my black Queen. It is not just the outer beauty that captivates and draws me to them. It is not the fact that they come in all shapes, sizes, colors and shades that I love them. Their inner beauty is what I find most appealing about black women. Their strong spirit, loving and nurturing souls, their integrity, their ability to overcome great obstacles, their willingness to stand for what they believe in, and their determination to succeed and reach their highest potential while enduring great pain and suffering is why I have fallen in love with black women. I honestly believe that your anger is geared more toward jealousy and envy more so than snotty looks. If this were not so, then why do you continuously go to tanning salons to darken your skin? If you are so proud to be white, then why don’t you just be happy with your pale skin? Why do you continue to inject your lips, hips, and breasts with unnatural and dangerous substances so you can look fuller and more voluptuous? I think that your anger is really a result of you wanting to have what the black woman has.
BOTTOM LINE: If I were looking for a docile woman, someone I can walk over and control, I would give you a call. But, unfortunately, I am looking for a Virtuous Woman. Someone that can be a good wife and mother to my children. Someone who can be my best friend and understands my struggles. I am looking for a soul mate. I am looking for a sister and; unfortunately, you do not and CANNOT fit the bill. No offense taken, none given. Signed, Black Royalty
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SUNDAY,
MARCH 5, 2017
4:20 P.M.
NEW ORLEANS, LOUISIANA
Zawji Allah! Help me to accept the things I don’t want to change. The courage to believe it’s true and the wisdom to know that it’s true without a doubt.
As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum Ma Beautiful & Beloved Asiatic Black Bebies!
Alas,
Zawji says it’s time for me to check myself into the hospital.
I’m suicidal.
He knows before me.
And
I’ve
Learned
(The Hard Way 
)
That
ZAWJI
IS
ALWAYS
RIGHT
!!!
SO
As Much As I Don’t Want To
I’m Going To Check Myself
Into The Hospital.
I’ve been missing Jamal.
I hope to see him again.
I’m already here.
I just wanted to have a meal
BECAUSE
It always takes a long time to get some food.
BUT
I’m ready.
I hope they don’t try and steal my stuff.
I have my laptop they tried to get last time.
My ATM card too.
I have my iphone 6 plus
AND
Forty Dollars and some change.
I’m Getting It All Back
In The Name Of Allah
!!!!
See You When I See You
As-Salaamu Alaikum!
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Zawji Allah! Help me to accept the things I don’t want to change. The courage to believe it’s true and the wisdom to know that it’s true without a doubt.
SUNDAY
MARCH 5, 2017
7:13 A.M.A.D.-JAMAL
NEW ORLEANS, LOUISIANA
As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum Ma Bebies!!!
I’m at IHOP again and there is the most adorable little angel, her mom did her hair in two afro puffs on top of her head with cornrows in the front. I’m gonna have to remember that style. It and She are so cute. Black Babies are the BEST!
I saw the sunrise this morning and perfected my sunrise song.
I found that I always sing when I watch the sunrise, so yesterday I made up a song.
I would make a video if my phone wasn’t tripping and my laptop doesn’t make videos. 😦
I would also post the lyrics but I hate when writers put the lyrics to songs.
It’s so frustrating because I need to hear the melody. So I’m not going to subject you to such frustration. I’ll just wait until my phone feels like letting me take pictures/videos.
Especially since the melody is the best part of the song!
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I was able to take a picture of the ocean liner that came in this morning. It was a Norwegian cruise line. Let me see if I can get online. Nope.
I’m interested in where it travels.
BUT
Here is the picture.
Sorry, Zawji doesn’t want me to post the picture. 😦
Let me see if I can find out where it travels. BRB
Cheah. It’s better than the Carnival. They have three week packages. And travel to Puerto Rico and Acapulco and more cool spots.
So, if you are looking for a cruise Norwegian is best.
I just tried to post the picture again. But Zawji says
NOPE!!!
Maybe later.
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I’m going to wash my clothes real good today. I’ve been having them washed at the Community Center but yesterday I was able to wash my shirt out a little and you should have seen the dirt. Man. It was like it’s never been washed. I even put two laundry pods in the wash at the CC. Handwashing is best. You can keep washing until it comes clean, not until the cycle ends.
I’ve got to wash my brand new shoes too. I went to the Jazz Playhouse in the French Quarter and man! One walk through the filthy French Quarter will have your shoes BLACK!
I would just say forget it and let them turn grey like my Chux. I used to think, “You don’t have to worry about getting dirty, if you’re already dirty” LOL
But I told the salesman I would try and keep them clean. So, my word is bond. I’m going to try. At least.
I’m going to think positive. Allahu Akbar!!!
The Library doesn’t open until one today. I guess I’ll walk around and see if I can find something legal to get in to. LOL
~ As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum!
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