Sunday

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Bismillahi Rahmani Rahim

In the Name of Allah, Master Fard Muhammad, To Whom Be Praised Forever,
The Beneficent, The Most Merciful

As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum Beloved and Beautiful Asiatic Black People
AKA Ma Bebies!

So, I had a really good night.

I was able to listen to my music all night

Like I used to do when I had my own place.

I can’t do it being homeless

Because my batteries will die.

But when I saw NEO in The Matrix,

Sleep with his headphones on…

I saw myself.

It’s so crazy because I have been awakened

Out of my sleep

When an exceptionally good song came on

That I had never heard before.

That is the BEST feeling in the world.

Sleep or awake

All you can do is listen.

It like “arrests” you.

And you can’t do anything but listen.

Ironically,

This was one of those songs

SO

All night, I felt like everybody was trying to get me to come out.

Like, I had a room, but I wasn’t supposed to go in until everybody else went in.

BUT

Why go out when everything you want is at home?

I mean, it’s about choices / priorities

Sure, Ellis Marsalis was playing live Jazz at a nice venue

BUT

I

FELT

LIKE

I

WAS

FINALLY

ALONE and SECURE

WITH

RAZZAQ

AND

THAT WAS

MORE IMPORTANT.

Now, I know I only have his picture but I feel his presence.

And he is MORE IMPORTANT than music!

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There are a lot of things more important than music.

FIRST is ALLAH and ISLAM

SECOND is RAZZAQ

THEN IBNI

THEN MUSIC

He has a devil in his Quintet. So, I’m SO GLAD I didn’t go.

I woulda been pissed (probably)

Having left the comfort of a warm space with Razzaq

To go hear a devil.

I say, probably though

Because I’ve been to the Jazz Playhouse

And there was a devil on the bandstand

BUT THAT WAS FREE!

It costs $25 to get in to Snug Harbor!

I didn’t know that last night.

But they sound good.

I like how soft and smooth the playing is.

But I just went to Snug Harbor’s website and I remember passing by one night

When I was on Frenchman’s Street

And it did not look like no $25 joint.

Maybe $15

LOL

But I am really feeling Papa’s music.

I’ve only heard him backing Wynton

AND

That is one of my favorite songs

He (Wynton) plays with such feeling.

AND

It’s just dripping

NEW ORLEANS.

“I see your face in every flower…”

BUT

Looking at the video of Papa

Makes me wanna go here

http://www.lincolncenter.org/venue/dizzy-s-club-coca-cola

*sigh*

NYC, yet again…

BUT

Listening to Papa

Is Making Me Want To Spend The Duckets…

This video was just last month

So, he probably has the same lineup

AND

I’ve ignored devils on the bandstand before…

Oh Lort!

Why did I go to the website

AND

Tickets for Papa

ARE

$40!!!

LOL

I guess they don’t want me there then!

LOL

Snug Harbor is NOT worth no forty bones.

He plays at Tulane a lot

But I think with a devil too.

So, maybe I’ll just have to watch his videos… :/

They sound good

But it’s bigger than music.

White musicians select bandmembers based on color.

Black musicians select bandmembers based on sound.

That’s why you see allwhite bands.

But never allBlack bands.

It’s bigger than music.

“You would rather have a lexus or justice? A dream or some substance?
A beamer, a necklace or FREEDOM?!?!”

****

I was singing yesterday.

Trying not to be too loud and disturb the other guests.

Next thing I know,

I hear people gathering on the balcony

Right outside my window.

AND

I SHUT UP

BECAUSE

I

KNOW

THEY

WERE

DEVILS

AND

I DON’T SING FOR DEVILS

!!!

****

I’m watching part two of this documentary on Black women entertainers

AND

It just dawned on me

THAT

I

MADE

IT

PAST

44

That was my goal because my favorite singer, Phyllis Hyman, committed suicide at 44 and Billie Holiday died at 44.

SO

I figured if I could made it past 44,

I’d be okay.

I’m 45 now.

 ****

I keep hearing these exceptionally loud aircrafts overhead

AND

I knew they couldn’t be planes

AND

I’m outside at the Library

AND

They just flew overhead

Let me see if I can find a picture of what I just saw

There were two of these

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It sounded like more came after them and I tried to get a video but they didn’t fly over my line of sight.

Why are they flying over New Orleans?

This what I think

****

SO

I’M

REALLY

Starting to get bored with life.

Like, I’m wondering what I’m going to do tomorrow?

It’s supposed to rain

SO

I guess my goal is to try and stay dry

:/

That’s a challenge in itself being homeless

Like I am.

The library is only open from 1-5

Then they’re gonna be closed until the 18th!

But I’m like our Dear Sister Harriet

She never worried

AND

Neither do I.

I’m just a tad bored.

****

There’s a parade today and I met a Brother selling ooey gooey cake, and you know I had to support. I love ooey gooey cake. Tell me why did this Sister in a uniform come giving him all kind of flack talking about his vending license was only for Second-Lines? She wouldn’t let me buy it!!!

The poison runs deep in these Southern Black People.

She said she was just trying to feed her family like he was.

I said, “Yeah, but he’s working for himself. You’re working for the government, who doesn’t even care about you!”

So anyway, he turned in the direction I was going and once we got away from “Sargent Carter”, we made the transaction. Christians….

I can’t believe how hateful and vindictive we are to our own people to the satisfaction of our enemies. She was working for the government and her JOB is to hinder a Blackman from doing something for self so he will always be dependent upon the devil slavemaster.

If she would take a free step instead of working for the devil and propagating the enemies plan to keep us dependent on him, we might be able to get ahead as a NATION.

****

Anyway

He told me the parade is for Christmas

AND

I

HOPE

IT

RAINS

!!!

****

IT FEELS SO GOOD TO BE CLEAN!!!

I TOOK A BATH LAST NIGHT

AND A SHOWER THIS MORNING

AL HAMDULILLAH!!!

That’s the WORST thing about being homeless.

Even more than not having a place to use the bathroom.

Not having a place to cook.

Or to keep your stuff.

All that stuff can be worked around and pales in comparison to the inability to take a full ablution.

New Orleans doesn’t have the resources other cities I’ve visited have.

I mean they have drop in centers where you can go just to get off the street without worrying about trespassing and most of these places offer services like showers and laundry and stations where you can charge your phone.

All New Orleans has, well I’ve heard of the VA, and there’s this place that offers services but there’s this huge mural of Mary, mother of Isa (Jesus) on the wall and that’s like my kryptonite. I’d rather break into somebody’s house and take a shower than go in there.

Then there’s the VA which is where it’s looking like I’m gonna end up since the hypocrites at the masjid are living up to their name and not letting me in. Even though I did get in to get my stuff, so maybe…

I’ve got one other spot, but them employees trip HARD so I think I’ma try the VA first.

See what it’s like, at least…

:/ ‘member the last time I did that…??? :/

It ended horribly.

BUT

Her band is on point! This is why I love live music.
Also dope how they’re all dressed alike
She should have done the same thing with her backup singers

****

Why do I have some crazy devil leaving me all these filthy comments?

I haven’t said anything but it’s been about six months.

I finally marked his comments as spam and they all disappeared.

Allahu Akbar!!!

****

SO

Gmail asked me if I wanted business e-mail and Razzaq was like “Yeah”

SO

I

HAD

TO

DO

ALL

THIS

TECH-Y

STUFF

But I think I set up my new e-mail

LOVEALLAH@HOMEMAKINGFORTHEBLACKWOMAN.COM

!!!

IS THAT THE FRESHEST THING YOU’VE SEEN EVER OR WHAT???

****

I haven’t forgotten about

Homemaking For The Blackwoman .com LIVE!!! either

It just doesn’t look like I’m going to be traveling anywhere anytime soon.

ROOTS, remember?

But maybe I can have something here in New Orleans.

And, you guys can just come here.

I mean, I love it here.

AND

You can come and see why.

Maybe

That’s what Allah and Razzaq want me to start doing

To keep me from being bored.

I’ll be like Sister Harriet

And ask for contributions.

I already know where I want to have it.

I guess I could start a gofundme campaign

BUT

I’d rather have corporate sponsors

You know how strongly I feel about Black Businesses.

I’ve already written a letter.

Let me see if I can find it.

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

السلام عليكم

AS-SALAAM-ALAIKUM
PEACE BE UPON YOU!!!

My name is Sister Love Allah and I am the founder and owner of http://www.HomemakingForTheBlackwoman.com.

I am organizing a series of events that are designed to instruct the Blackwomen in the United States of America into The Knowledge of Self, which includes a Return to Her Proper Natural Role As Homemaker and Housewife.

Naturally, the foundation will be upon Islam, as that is the only solution to our problem here in the Wilderness of America, but equally as important are acquiring such basic homemaking skills as sewing, cooking and cleaning, rearing children and taking care of our husbands, which are unfortunately, not taught among the members of the Black community as they once were, if ever, and are becoming lost arts.

Home Economics has also been removed from the United States school system and our young Sisters are graduating from High School having never been exposed to even the rudiments of the things that are required of them as Blackwomen.

HOMEMAKINGFORTHEBLACKWOMAN.COM LIVE!!!!! will Include a Welcoming Night featuring a film screening of THE NATION OF ISLAM’S 1974 SAVIOUR’S DAY CONVENTION LECTURE; an “HOW TO EAT TO LIVE” COOKING CLASS; a SEWING DEMONSTRATION; as well as a symposium on HOW TO TREAT OUR HUSBANDS.

Each session will be offered free of charge, as This is the Day in Which the TRUTH MUST BE MADE MANIFEST and the Truth is FREE to any and all who seek it. Therefore, in order to offset production costs, I am offering BLACK BUSINESS OWNERS the opportunity of sponsorship and promotional advertising.

Donations are also welcome in the form of such items as

  • SEWING MACHINES & SEWING KITS
  • CROCK POTS
  • PRESSURE CANNERS & MASON JARS
  • CORNINGWARE
  • DUTCH OVENS (ANY SIZE)
  • KITCHEN UTENSILS (COOKING & CUTLERY, LOAF & PIE PANS & ROLLING PINS)
  • SMALL KITCHEN APPLIANCES SUCH AS MIXERS & BLENDERS
  • MONETARY FUNDS

All contributors will have the opportunity to advertise on promotional giveaways such as lanyards, gift bags, recipe booklets, souvenir brochures, ink pens & notepads, keychains &c.

Furthermore, Each Business Will Be Prominently Advertised On All Promotional Paraphernalia (fliers, radio spots, social media, Internet sites, billboards & Television Public Service Announcements)

THANK-YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR KIND GENEROSITY AT WHATEVER LEVEL OF SPONSORSHIP YOU CHOOSE.

IN THE MOST HOLY AND RIGHTEOUS NAME OF ALLAH,
MASTER FARD MUHAMMAD,
TO WHOM PRAISES ARE DUE FOREVER,

السلام عليكم
AS-SALAAM-ALAIKUM
Your Sister,

~ SISTER LOVE ALLAH ❤ ❤ ❤

****

So cheah,

I think I really need to go hear some live Jazz tonight.

I might stop at the Playhouse first

BUT

If it’s devils

I’ma go see Brother Jason

Only thing is

YUP

Worst fear confirmed

I just YT’d Jason and he has more devils in his band than Papa, Wynton and Branford combined.

It’s starting to drizzle anyway.

BUT

That might be the best time to go out

Less people.

But I’m so bored!

I guess I’ll have to set up a paypal or something so I can accept contributions.

 ****

I guess I’m not going anywhere

I found a spot

AND

It’s Level 3 secure

Out of 5

So, we’ll see

إن شاء الله

I can stay here until the Library opens up at one mañana.

I wanted to go get some salmon at Cleo’s but the last time I went the owner was so rude to me! For no reason. I thought the owners would be cool because they have an Arabic poster on the wall. But he was trippin’ for real for real. To the point where I’m like Forget ya’ll. But it’s SO HARD to find healthy food in New Orleans. I hate being at the mercy of people who don’t like me.

BUT

I’m a so-called American Negro

AND

That’s all we’ve known for the past 400 years…

 I have some kipper snacks and bread I can eat instead.

I’m just trying to make sure I get enough protein since I can’t make my Bean Soup.

I would eat a couple boiled eggs every day if the only place I knew that sold them wasn’t so far away.

I can’t believe I’m saying this but

I miss Skid Row.

I could take a shower

AND

Get boiled eggs.

It just smells worse than a dumpster.

And there’s the most sickening water on the ground in some places.

****

I just ate that “ooey gooey cake.”

I thought I was getting chocolate but it was just a brownie.

I wish he would have told me.

I probably would have bought the cake instead.

“Probably” LOL

THAT’S why he didn’t tell me. SMH ;/

****

Anyway, I still can’t remember what I was going to write about yesterday.

I’m not going to say it must not have been that important because

When I did remember – before I was able to write –

I felt like it was important.

Oh well.

I’m just gonna publish this and turn in early.

I had such a good time with Zawji last night.

We role-played LOL

I was the homeless little girl

And he was the officer who caught me trespassing.

LOL

He handcuffed me.

OMG

LOL

I have such a vivid imagination

BUT

That’s what separates me from the norm.

AND

Makes me so interesting.

I’ve accepted it

The good and the bad.

Master Fard Muhammad, To Whom Be Praised Forever, upon His Coming To Us

Told Us ONE Thing

ACCEPT YOUR OWN

AND

BE YOURSELF.”

THIS IS ME

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