Category: The Blackwoman in America

Why Black Man Should Be Called By The Names Of God

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OUR SAVIOUR HAS ARRIVED

CHAPTER 20

Why Black Man Should Be Called By the Names of God

The Black man from the root beginning is from a Black Father. Therefore, he should go in the Name of his Black Father.

As I have said, as long as the so-called American Negro is blind to the knowledge of self, he does not know by what name he should be called. You could call him anything and he would answer to it, for he does not know his True Name.

The white man calls the so-called American Negro by many nick-names. The so-called American Negro then re-nicknames himself the nick-names of the white man, although he does not even know what they mean.

The Black man (so-called American Negro) is a member of the family and a direct descendant of the Creator Who made the Heavens and the Earth. Therefore, the son should be called by the Name of his Father and not called by the name of an alien. The white race is an alien people to the Black Man.

So many times you have heard that God has ninety-nine (99) Names or Attributes (That Which is Attributed to God). The 100th Name or Attribute of God is the Name, Allah, Which Represents that He is All in All, of every Good name. His Name Begins with the Name Creator and Ends with The First and The Last, The Eternal. Many of His Attributes refer to such names as Power, Force, The Mighty, The Wise, The Most Merciful, The Maker, The Fashioner, The Best Knower, The All-Hearing One, The All-Seeing One.

The Holy Qur’an says that He has the Best Names the Most Beautiful Names. So many of these Names that we should have are pertaining to Our Father.

His Name of Praise and of “worthy of Praise” are just a few of the Great Names Which Belong to God, and He Wants to Give Them to us. The Bible teaches us that He Will Give His Names to those who believe in Him. According to the Bible, Rev. 7:3, the Judgment cannot take place until those Who Believe in Him are Given His Name (sealed in their forehead).

Will you turn down a Great Name which will Live Forever, Bible Is. 56:5, in exchange for the nick-names of your very enemies? They have no meaning as to a human being, such as Mr. Fish. We are human beings and should not be called Mr. Fish. They name you Mr. Hog. You are not a Hog. They call you Mr. Bird. We should not be called bird. We are not winged fowl. They are names which are worthless to human beings.

The only white people who are allowed to use One of the Names of Allah (God) is one who has accepted Islam. These Names are given to them because of their faith in the religion of Allah (God). However, this does not mean that by nature these Names belong to them.

It is only you, Black Brother, that by nature should be called by the Names of your God and Father, the Creator of the Heavens and the Earth.

This is what Allah has taught me. Believe it or let it alone!

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Sunday

March 19, 2017
(My Birthday Day!!!! HBDD ME!!!!)

7:10 P.M.

NEW ORLEANS

I was gonna write a blog, but it’s easier to just write you. I have to do so much to prepare the blog and I messed up so I had to start all over so I was like forget it, I’ll just write you and then put it into a blog.
So, how are you, Sweet Zawji? On the bus ride home I saw the same lady I saw yesterday or whatever day I caught the bus. There are so few people who catch the bus that it is inevitable that you’ll see the same people (riders and drivers). She asked me if you were my Brother. I said yes, you were my Brother, my husband, my father, my son, my everything. She said she understood. 🙂 Then I thought, “There’s a word for that – ZAWJI” But I didn’t tell her.  I didn’t want to confuse her after she understood. LOL
I had a really good time at the Congo Square Festival despite the copious amount of devils. I left before I got nauseous.
But I was really surprised to see the babies. I did not know there were so many youth learning how to play brass band! It was encouraging! They came all the way from Baton Rouge and other cities. It was beautiful. I got a picture of this baby playing a trombone and the trombone was bigger than he was. I got a picture. BRB Okay my laptop be trippin’, right?
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I tried tried tried to get some video of him playing. He knew what he was doing. I mean he knew when to come in and everything. He couldn’t have been more than three but he was blowing that bone! It was the cutest thing I have ever seen! It reminded me of when Uncle Mike was teaching me how to play the trombone and he told me to use my foot to reach the low notes. LOL That baby was so cute. I hate I couldn’t get any video.
Anyway, I saw all the youth and it was so exciting to see them with all their instruments. I started talking to this brother, I didn’t even really comprehend that he was wearing a tuba until later. He was so cute and BIG! He was probably around Ibni’s age. Maybe younger. I should have asked but I think he liked me. It’s such a trip, these babies can be my grandchildren almost and they ask me how old I AM! LOL But anyway, I was taking a break from the devils and I heard the students playing. One group sounded so good I had to go see who they were. Why was it the brother with the tuba and his band. They were GOOD!!!!!!! The competition didn’t do them justice. I think their bandleader chose the wrong song (Part-Time Lover :/ seriously! For a BRASS BAND? Out of all the songs you could have chosen… But they were still good. The announcer kept talking over the tuba whenever his solo came up. It was so frustrating. For me, anyway 😛 )
I left after they finished. I’m glad I stayed. I hope he saw me because I told him I would try and catch their number.
I got some videos but I’m just going to post the links to facebook. I’ma start with this first one. It’s a video I made of some of the vendors and me getting into it with this “Brew” LOL That’s what I’ma call them now. “Brews” ROFL
These others are the student bands. I’ma start with the Brother who I met.
This group opened the show. They turned out to be really good too.
This was me getting into the mix with all the young musicians. I was pretty upset because a devil was over the whole thing. :/
This was my intro to the fest. I saw an interesting insect and broke out the camera to document it. I didn’t know I would be seeing them the rest of the day. I love insects and nature and this was Allah’s way of introducing me to the day I was in store for. Allahu Akbar.
I didn’t even miss missing Corey and the Birth. The birth has fifteen more minutes to perform but I left way before Corey even came on. I got disgusted when the TBC brought a devil up on the stage with them. I figured if I couldn’t take that, I knew I couldn’t take Corey. He always has devils in his band. So, I just broke.
But I got my fill of Brass bands for the day. When I first got there, this drummer had all Black people in his band and he was paying tribute to this elder named “Uganda” – a conguero. I danced my behind off a little. I REALLY enjoyed their set, until he got up and got nasty. Then I left. I had a feeling I wasn’t going to like him because I had seen him on yt when he was supposed to perform at a thing and I googled him first. He seemed to love devils. And today, he kept cursing. So when he got from behind the drums, I should have left. But I don’t realize how disgusting people can be sometimes and I end up getting a rude awakening.
I saw Broke too.
I know he saw me but he wanted me to come up to him so he acted like he didn’t see me. He was standing there with a devil woman and I had had enough of him. So, I just ignored him. He really thought I was going to come up to him AGAIN while he was talking to a devil. I can’t believe I’m even writing about it. LOL He’s pathetic. Come fresh.
I forgot I was writing you, Baby. I was in blogmode.
Did you or are you having a good day? It’s only 5 in L.A. but I guess the day is pretty much done there too. Not really though, because of the time change. I’m still getting used to these long days. It’s still light here.
I decided not to go see the sunrise tomorrow because I still don’t have a key and I would have to wake somebody up to lock the door. 😦 That sucks because I really want to see it. I could go to my spot and sleep there and see it but……. it’s not that serious. I’ll see it again when the time is right, soon come, In sha Allah
Why did the emcee at the fest look and sound just like a Nola Def Jef. I mean it could’ve been him. I haven’t seen him in a long time and he could have moved to Nola and picked up an accent in that time. I mean Faith did it. 😛 He looked JUST like him.
I saw a Brother who looked JUST like Bilal (Red) too. I almost went up and gave him the greetings! I had to look at him a long time to determine if it was him or not. It was only because I’m in NOLA that finally convinced me that it couldn’t be him. But I don’t know why. I know I’m not the only person who travels. It just would’ve been a mighty big coincidence. I didn’t want to see him anyway.
I am REALLY feeling this song https://tidal.com/track/36911526 Let me try to embed it.
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It has JOE written all over it. I need some chocolate. I think I’m gonna walk to the store. Have a beautiful night, Zawji. I love you.

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Saturday

March 18, 2017

11:49 A.M.A.D.-JAMAL

NEW ORLEANS

As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum Beloved and Beautiful Asiatic Black Bebies!!!

I don’t really have too much much to write about. I just feel like writing.

I haven’t been doing anything the past couple of days. Just settling in to the new spot. I haven’t been to the store which is good. Maybe my food stamps will last the whole month if I keep it up! 😛

I came to the library yesterday which was the best decision I could have made even though Derrick told me he was going to come by and take me to the store. But I know Black people pretty well. It’s best not to change your plans based on someone’s “word.”

That’s probably why a Muslim’s word is bond. Because we have become so accustomed to saying we’re going to do such such and such and never do it.

I figured out what “word life” means too. I was watching “New Jersey Drive” (which I thoroughly enjoyed btw) and they said “word life.” I have heard other Easterners say it too but it just dawned on me that they just shortened our lesson.

Have you not learned that your word shall be bond regardless to whom or what?

Ans. Yes. Word is bond and bond is life and I will give my life before my word shall fail.

I believe that’s right. It’s been a few years since I’ve actively studied my Lessons. But that is where the popular term “Word is bond” originated. And it’s not “Word is born” either. People from New York have accents so when they say bond it sounds like born to the rest of us. 🙂

But anyway, I am truly enjoying New Orleans for the time being. I had such a good Spring walk yesterday after I left the library.

I realized that the humidity in the air makes it feel like you’re being hugged. LOL It’s like the air hugs you when you step into it.

I love water anyway and water in the air is just so right and exact.

It makes me think of Zawji’s plantation. It’s called “Salt AIR” Like “salt water” but Salt AIR. That’s clever, isn’t it. Like there’s so much water in the air, you can call it “Salt Air” LOL

I love New Orleans weather.

I was thinking when Zawji is ready for me to come home, he makes me start feeling like New Orleans is corny as hell. LOL Like before I left last time, he just took me through the city comparing it to L.A. and it came up hella short. But right now New Orleans is winning.

L.A. can take the L. We don’t get many. 🙂

I’ve been working on posting the Messenger’s (Peace be upon him) books online. I’m almost through with Our Saviour Has Arrived, but I feel like stopping and working on Message To The Blackman. What do you think? Should I stop and work on the more important book? Never mind. I answered my own question.

That’s the beauty about being a Muslim. We realize that the Black Nation has no ending, so we are NEVER pressed for time. We’re going to be here forever. It’s the white devil Caucasian race that’s racing before their time is up. Race on, Devils.

I’ve learned that’s how you make mistakes.

I was rushing to the store one day and had an accident.

So I learned the hard way to just take my time with everything.

All you have to do is get an earlier start.

When I was younger, my mom used to always rush me to get ready for school and I didn’t even know I hated it until I stayed with my cousin one week.

She and her mom used to get up early enough to fix a good cooked breakfast, take a long shower and get ready at their leisure. I was like Al Hamdulillah! This is the way to do it!

Also, you should never rush when you have to be somewhere by a certain time. Give yourself plenty of extra time. Not just time to get there but extra time in case you run into an unexpected difficulty.

I like to arrive at least fifteen minutes early whenever I have an engagement.

I used to drive thirty miles an hour and take side streets, enjoying the trip instead of just focusing on arriving at the destination.

It makes life more enjoyable when you take time to smell the flowers.

Take a walk. And not like people say “have a seat” :/ Really go outside and walk a couple blocks just enjoying the flowers and trees and butterflies, birds and squirrels. Purchase a bike and take a weekly ride. Enjoy life. Don’t just go to work and to the movies, shopping, dinner or other things that cost money. Now, a good meal is nice and I do indulge, but I get greater satisfaction out of the things I can do everyday without breaking my bank account. And a nice leisurely walk is tops on my list.

Some people like to run and I can see you getting the same satisfaction. The point is get out the house and breathe some fresh air. Even if you just get up early and catch the sunrise or stop what you’re doing to go outside and view the sunset.

Take advantage of the freedom Allah gave you to enjoy nature.

Some young teenage brothers just came into the library.

Zawji is reminding me of home. This is the third time in two days.

I’m wondering if he’s preparing me to come home.

I think I better do it soon because I’m expecting a call from the dental school in a few months. So, then I won’t be able to leave. Maybe I can go back to L.A. for three months or until whenever they call.

Cheah, I was thinking about moving next month anyway. Might as well go back to L.A. for a minute before I really get stuck in the Nola.

My life is so unpredictable. I never know what I’m going to be doing.

Matter of fact. I could be doing this at home and I have some fish with my name on it in the freezer that needs defrosting.

Oh well. I guess I won’t be baking that bread I was thinking about baking yesterday. Who knows though. Maybe Mr. Turner has a spot for me and I can. Oh yeah! I’m getting NOLA dough! Gonna have to update my check when I hit L.A. In Sha Allah.

Anyway. I could go on, but I’m ready to go. Thinking about going to the store to get some more asparagus (vegetables) but I think I’m just gonna eat the fish. It’s flounder. I haven’t had that in a while but I believe I looked it up before and they don’t live off of filth. I’m not gonna look it up because Ibni hates when I double check stuff unnecessarily. I’m gonna be smart Umi and remember. 🙂

I wanna go to the store so bad tho! I feel like I need something. Some snacks or something. I’ve got these Hershey’s kisses and poly seeds (LOL) But I want a snoball. LOL I never thought you would ever be able to actually buy frozen kool-aid from the store LOL Loving it tho! Some chips would be nice too. See. Now I’m talking (writing) myself into it.

Chips are bad for you and I know I’m not supposed to indulge. I’m getting fat too. I have some cream cheese and capers at home. I guess I’ll just save my food stamps and go home. 😀 Okay, I can leave now.

As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum!

The World

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OUR SAVIOUR HAS ARRIVED

Our Saviour Has Arrived

CHAPTER 22

The World

The World (under the rule of the white race) that we have been living in had a duration of time of 6,000 years. We have been living in The World for the duration of her time, and now her time is up, and she (The World) is conscious to the fact that God Will Rule the people in a government of Righteousness.

The Old World (of the white race) that is now going out cannot rule the people in righteousness because nature did not give them any righteousness!

Therefore, the two (the righteous and the unrighteous) disagree with each other and they cannot live in peace with each other.

Therefore, the two must be divided, and the followers of each can go along with their own leader. The righteous will follow their own leader and the wicked will follow their own leader.

This is symbolized in the Bible under the symbols of “the Sheep and the goats.” If you study the nature of these two animals, you will find that there is a great difference between them.

One Animal (the sheep) is trustworthy; and the other animal (the goat) is untrustworthy. By nature the Black People are good, but the Black Man is like a sheep – if the wrong people, the evil people, teach and guide him, he will become like his evil guide.

But as soon as you take the Black Man away from the evil guide and put him under his own good guide, he will go to his own good guide and he will follow him because, by nature, the Black Man loves good.

This is why the Bible prophesies of a great separation (of the people) coming about before the end of The World of the wicked who love to take people and mix them up and make them to believe in other than right.

As you may have learned, if there is any good Black Man in America, and if his goodness is such that he refuses to teach people to follow the guide who is no good – then the no-good man becomes a hater of that good person and seeks the death of the good person.

The no-good man speaks evil of that good man just because the good man makes manifest the no-good man. Being no-good he does not want to be made manifest to The World because the no-good man seeks to keep The World under his no-good guidance.

The Doom of The World (of the white man) and the Time when his doom will come (now is the time of his doom) but those whom he has made blind, deaf, and dumb do not know who he is nor the time that he is to be taken away.

So, therefore, The World (of the white race) is filled with confusion and they do not know what to do themselves. They have confused the Black Man to the extent that the Black Man does not know now whether he should go for himself or remain seeking guidance from the devil.

But Allah (God) Will Not Let any of us be blind, today, to the truth. This is why He Came Himself; to be sure there will not be any mistake made. Allah (God) Makes For Himself A Messenger.

Then Allah (God) Guides the Messenger Himself. He does Not Leave the Messenger to do all of the Guiding. Then Allah (God) Sends Angels to see that His Guidance is carried out like He Taught the Messenger to do.

Great World of confusion – fighting is raging all over this World of those who love fighting. The proper thing that we Black Folks should do, today, is to unite together behind the Divine One whom God Approves — the One whose work is seen — the one whose work is made manifest to the eye of The Whole Entire World.

This is He Who Wrote This Book!

Hurry, Black Man, And Get Out Of The Name Of The White Man Before It Is Too Late! ! !

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Man of Sin

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Man of Sin

“The man of sin referred to in the Bible (II Thessalonians 2:3) is now being revealed. He is the devil in person, who was made of sin, not any good was in the essence that he was from. Since he was made of sin, what good can one expect of the man of sin?

“Why has he (the man of sin) been hidden from the eyes of the righteous people and only revealed today? The answer is: How could the man of sin rule the righteous for six thousand years if he had not been veiled to prevent the discovery of his true self?

“According to II Thessalonians 2:9, the man of sin had a work to do and God wouldn’t interfere with this work of the man of sin until the time given him was fully up.

“The eighth verse in II Thessalonians reads that the Lord shall consume with the Spirit (of Truth of the man of sin) of his mouth, and shall destroy with the Brightness of His Coming, which means that the truth of the man of sin is clearly made by God that there can be no doubt that he is really the man of sin who has caused and is causing all the trouble among the righteous. He (the man of sin) is a great deceiver, liar and a murderer by nature.”

Shower Curtains

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As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum Beloved Asiatic Black Bebies!!!

I just thought of something this morning I could write about that is in line with the homemaking format of this blog!!!

That really made me excited because I still think about that.

This is SUPPOSED to be a homemaking blog.

At least, that is the title.

Even though when I started it, my intention was to get you to read Message To The Blackman in America by The Honourable Elijah Muhammad (Peace Be Upon Him). As that is THE most important thing we can do in this time of the end of this world as we know it.

However, personally, I had to read another book before I was ready to read Message To The Blackman in America.

So, I thought I would start the blog as maybe a prerequisite to someone else reading Message To The Blackman in America.

I realize how powerful a book it is and that some people may not be ready for the life-changing effect it can have on your life.

So, I started a homemaking blog as my first priority is Blackwomen and helping Our Beloved Messenger in his duty of delivering the Message of Allah to our people.

But anyway, when I first got a place to stay in New Orleans, I was really taken by the attention to luxury in the home. I was staying in a transitional housing unit and this aspect of decorating was noticeable even in the face of such privation.

One of the things that stood out was that the shower curtains consisted of both a curtain and a liner.

Now, I was familiar with the concept of the dual layer shower curtain, but being from L.A., Idk, it never seemed to matter.

But now I am living in my SECOND transitional shelter and this one also has the dual shower curtain. The first transitional housing unit also had a fancy stand for the toilet paper which I know is due to the French roots New Orleans is built upon.

As homemakers, we are responsible for providing a comfortable and relaxing atmosphere in our homes for our families to enjoy and this is a small detail that can make a big difference.

Of course, rugs and decorative pictures go without saying, but adding a liner to the shower curtain adds a nice touch and also makes so much sense!

The liner stays inside the tub and the curtain hangs outside. That way you don’t have to worry about it being outside when you take a shower and water ruining your home!

Simplify your life and save yourself the hassle by purchasing liners for your shower!

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*side note*

I was so dissatisfied with the images for shower curtains that came up on Google, so I G’d mansion bathrooms because I knew I had seen some nicer bathrooms than the ones that came up.

But the ones that came up for mansions, don’t even have shower curtains. They all have glass doors. So, just to give you a little something to look forward to… 😀

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I love how SPACIOUS this next one is. (below)

When I shower or bathe, it’s like a ritual.

You know ABLUTIONS are big for Muslims. Five times a day at least. I may take two showers a day. Or a shower in the morning and a bath at night and another shower in the morning. It’s spiritual.

Ablutions are like prayers. We are not only cleansing our bodies, we are asking Allah to remove and forgive us of any sins we may have committed with our bodies since our last ablution.

So, needless to say, the bathroom is like my sanctuary. I HAVE to have music. Candles are nice. Incense too. Lavender essential oils are essential. 😉

But, because I spend so much time in there, I would really love a bathroom like this.

I have been known to lay down on the floor and take a nap on my bathtowel after getting out of the bath. I get so relaxed. LOL

Anyway, check it out!

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That looks like it could be a pantry, which would also be cool because you know I take snacks in there with me. Frfr. 😛 Maybe even a microwave or oven would be cool too. I could bake cookies while I’m in there. No joke. I would.

I keep my bathroom clean enough to eat out of.

M.G.T. are instructed to clean the commode after every use. And I get down on my hands and knees and CLEAN.

This How I Do!

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Okay, okay, okay, I’m gonna be honest.

The REAL reason I like how spacious that bottom bathroom is, is because I like to dance in the bathroom too.

And sometimes, I can get a real modern dance “FAME” like type of a groove going on, doing “splits” and kicks and taking up a whole lot of room. I would love this bathroom for that option.

Yeah, I know. Sometimes, I can be really honest.

But admit it. That’s why you love me. 😀

btw If you take a shower or bath and get out and parts of your body are not wet, you cannot call yourself clean.

Allah Rejoiced Over Having Found Us

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“Allah greatly rejoiced over us and was real happy that He had found us – the lost Nation of Islam in the wildernesses of North America.”

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Thursday

March 16, 2017

Late Afternoon

NEW ORLEANS

Bismillahi Rahmani Rahim

I was going to make this a blog, but I feel like being brutally honest and i can’t be that open and honest with my readers. Only you.

So cheah.

I went to the homeless place but they told me you have to be referred. So, I would have had to go to a shelter and it’s not that serious especially since she gave me a few sheets with housing agencies and low-income apartments and transitional living places where I would have my own room.

That is a major concern now, after last night when I almost got a roommate.

I’m trying to move next month. Because Derrick is too anxious to put someone else up in here with me and well, you know… I cannot have a roommate. I was willing to try, but this time of being by myself just reinforced my independence. In sha Allah, I’ll make it through the month without having to get a roommate, In Sha Allah, but I’m leaving come the first, In sha Allah.

She gave me too many options to have to have a roommate for too long.

I’m not like most people.

Why did he move in a devil who used to be in the NGE? SMH She came up to me talking bout “Peace Earth” I was like What? LOL I put her in her place quickly. She tried to tell me what the NGE believes. I told her I know what they believe after all they got it from us. And just walked away.

She’s a joke. A devil in the NGE. SMH

But anyway, I’m gonna try and get on some of these waiting lists so I can hurry up and get my own place. I’m anxious for Ibni to come out here.

One of the places on the list, I went to when I first came out here. It was nice. I wonder if I’m still on the list. Let me call them. BRB Yeah, I figured they would be closed. It’s after six. But you know me. I don’t take no for an answer.

I wanna eat my sunflower seeds. Where did they come up with the term “poly seeds?” LOL How did they get “poly” from sunflower? Anyway. I can’t type and eat at the same time. Not those anyway.

I’m watching New Jersey Drive. It’s aight. I mean it’s better than that other movie with Nas and DMX. The acting is better, so I’m gonna say the director is better. I can’t even remember the name of the other movie it was so bad.

Everybody is talking about the movie Get Out. I have no desire to see no movie about an interracial relationship. I don’t even know why Black people allow ourselves to get caught up in the devils’ hype. Blind, deaf and dumb sheep, I guess.

I’ve got a new favorite radio station. It’s a new station. Throwback 96.3 I think, or something. They play music from the nineties when we were in our twenties, so you know I am digging it. It’s not lit or nothing but it’s nostalgic and I’m with that.

Downside is they play bad music from that time too. I wish I could skip or ban artists. Like on slacker or tidal.

I went to Family Dollar and got a frame for your picture, Love. They’re playing some song that is making me feel some kinda way. It sounds familiar but I don’t know what it is or who sings it. It’s called “I’m so alone” I think. It’s about death or an ended relationship. It’s sad. I would skip it if I could. I don’t like songs that make me sad. Life is too valuable to put yourself through sadness unnecessarily. I turned it off. I can’t take it.

It’s easy to wait until it goes off. 🙂

I’ve learned that. Nothing bad lasts forever. Just be patient, it’s going to end soon enough. That’s why I can listen to music with other people – djs and whatnot. If they play a song I don’t like sometimes I leave, other times I just wait. Depends on if I have something to do or somewhere else I could go.

At Mardi Gras, I waited.

Man, I never thought I would ever go to Mardi Gras!

It feels good saying I’ve been. I feel privileged because I know so many people wish they could go.

I even got your fedora! I’m so blessed! That fedora was bomb. You know I had to floss. 😀

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Now they’re playing I miss you by Aaron Hall. What is up? Are you trying to tell me something?

I hate when you make me think about stuff like that. And you know it. Stop depressing me for nothing. Why are you depressing me? You just like playing with me, Buster.

I can wait.

I got some manicure implements too. I stole them. It’s so easy to steal from Family Dollar. But when I went to Rite Aid, they were watching me like a hawk! I sure was about to walk out with that charger, but I procrastinated and she got hip. I should have just left but cold feet. I got it on sale though so I can still go see Corey Henry. That was close. I almost had to spend my transportation. I could probably walk now that I think about it. I just have to look at my map to see what would be the quickest way.

New Orleans is crazy. When they told me it was a circle I really didn’t believe them. But it’s true. If you keep going, you’re going to run into the same street. It’s crazy. That’s probably why the buses are so crazy. I’ve figured it out for the most part.

I’m still learning how to pronounce streets.

Trip this. I live by a street spelled LEONIDAS but they pronounce is LEONDAS like the “i” is silent or something. LOL I love New Orleans. I learned how to say “How ya duuhn” like they do too today. I’ve been working on that since last year. I finally got it. I usually say “As-Salaamu ‘Alaikum” but sometimes I feel like a native. 🙂

I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

LAZARUS

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The Supreme Wisdom

Solution to the so-called NEGROES’ Problem

ELIJAH MUHAMMAD

Vol I.

LAZARUS

“We have made the grave mistake of Lazarus and the Prodigal Son (St. Luke, Chapter 15), the one who was so charmed over the wealth and food of the rich man that he couldn’t leave his gate to seek [the] same for himself. Regardless to the disgraceful condition in which the rich man put him, even to sending his dogs to attack him. The angels then had to come and take him away.”

Judgement of the World

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Judgment of the World

“The judgment of the world has arrived and the gathering together of the people is now going on.

“Why should there be a judgement of the world? Why was there a judgement of the people of Noah and Lot? The Bible says: ‘That day shall not come except there come a falling away first, and the man of sin revealed, the son of Perdition’ (II Thessalonians 2:3)

“The whole world of our kind awaits the awakening (to the knowledge of the good that is being carried on for their deliverance), and (our awakening) is the last step in the Resurrection and judgment of the world.

“The end of the world has arrived and most of us know it, and our enemy’s greatest desire is that we remain asleep.”